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Random.

2006-10-23T12:33:00.000+08:00

14th Oct 06; Saturday-

My blog's pretty much non-existent.
I'm too lazy to update in it or do anything to it.
I don't know if people even bother to visit it. Hahahaha.
But yet here I am, letting off some thoughts after a month from the previous update? Ah well.
School's starting in 2 days and I'm daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn depressed by the thought of it.
Just checked my timetable and it's pretty flexible.
The latest I end is 4pm, which is actually quite early.
Lectures are all in the morning, which means I can't be lazy and snooze through them.
I know I've talked about this before, but..it honestly really scares me how time passes so damn fast.
Just a year ago I was panicking about Os.
Now here I am, complaining about starting my second semester in poly.
So damn freaking fast.
I don't wanna age so fast you know? Major ugh.
Life's so freaky and at times, "depressing".
And then there's that issue about friends going their separate ways, people caught up in their own worlds, blahblahblah.
Honestly depressing.
Sometimes I wonder if I should have gone JC instead.
It seems to me that people who are in JC can actually stay in touch with secondary school friends easier than those who are in poly.
It puzzles me, really.
Sigh.
And I just thought it would be funny to end off with some random thoughts off my head:
- I can't stand it when the bus travels at 30 km/hr when there's no horrible traffic.
- I can't stand it even more when the bus is stuffy and hot AND travelling at 30 km/hr.
- I hate it when people cut my queue.
- I think it's really sad that out of 10 girls on the street 8 are dressed in retro style.
- I cut my fringe but no one seems to have noticed.
- I, REALLY, just wanna grab all my secondary school friends for a get-together before this year ends.

wohhh.

2006-09-10T14:38:00.000+08:00

10th Sep 06; Sunday-

OH haha I've finally updated!

Just gonna have a quick update though.
Was busy studying for exams in Aug and have been busy working, now that I'm having hols.
It's always scary how time just passes you by so quickly when just awhile ago, you were complaining about how far away hols are.
Lol.

Went back to Ntss the other day and everyone pretty much seem the same to me.
I honestly miss secondary school life at times.
I really wanna meet up with all those whom I haven't gone out with in ages, but everyone's in their own little worlds and it's really hard to arrange a get-together. =(
Sigh.

Project Superstar audition yesterday and I didn't go for it.
Decided I'm still not ready/good enough for it?
There's always next year. Haha.

Okay off to class bbq now!

Cough.

2006-07-30T23:42:00.000+08:00

30th July 06; Sunday-

Huishan's brother's wedding last Sunday was fun.
Met up with that crazy bunch of people after such a long time.
Was really funny when Yunhao and I sat down in the hotel room's bathtub and started taking photos of ourselves. LOL.
Narcissistic people. =D

Exams are in 3 weeks' time and I'm starting to feel the panic rising within.
Gotta stay focused and START STUDYING!!
It's gonna be like the O Levels studying period all over again.
Wooh.

I'm rooting for Hady of Singapore Idol!
His voice is really good.
And as much as I don't wanna be just another girl who goes gaga over Joakim's looks, he really IS cute la.
This season's contestants aren't as vocally strong as the previous season though, but they sure have better looks.

I'm balding really badly.
I've been balding since I was p5 and I'm still balding.
Someone introduce some miracle hair lotion for me to grow hair at the top of my head?
I'm desperate enough to go for those Beijing 101 treatments already. =(

OCOM Tutorial.

2006-07-18T11:45:00.000+08:00

18th July 06; Tuesday-

In OCOM tutorial right now and I just finished an impromptu speech on the topic "I would like to work abroad one day because..". (OCOM = Oral Business Communication)
Next week we will be given an unknown topic to talk about on the spot and we will be graded.
Today's just the practice session.
It got me thinking whether I would really want to work abroad one day if I was given the chance.
At the end of my speech I concluded that I will only want to work 1 or 2 years overseas because after all, Singapore is still my one and only true home.
Lol sounds corny eh, but it's the truth.
I can't imagine leaving Singapore for good. It's just..wrong.

So anyway. Went to play basketball yesterday.

LOL yes I know Diane Lim playing basketball is such a "GASP!" thing.

Hahaha.

But yeah I want to play bball again. Just for fun in my spare tme.

Found back that..interest in it.

BUT I TWISTED MY ANKLE IN THE PROCESS!!

Rahh.

I was limping around in school just now and some guy walked past me with his gf, took one look at me and asked her damn loudly: "Why today so many bai ka ah?"

Lol.

I've been blowing off joining Touch Rugby for the past 3 weeks and when I FINALLY really wanna go for it, I CAN'T.

-gibbers

Mid-years are in a month and I'm damn scared.

I wanna do well. At least B for every subject.

It's possible actually, but with all the bloody random projects and ECONS, I don't know man.

My classmate is so stressed that she just left school early today to go home and rest.

It is true that poly life might not be as crammed as JC life is, but whoever who said poly life is much relaxed must be mad.

Everyone is so stressed now laaaa.

Tsk.

Project Superstar is coming back in Sep and I don't know whether I should join.

If I could somehow get into the subsequent rounds after the 1st audition my entire plan for my school holidays will be screwed.

Sighhhhhhhh.

Like what my mom said (when I told her I didn't want my entire plan to be messed up), "You can't have the best of both worlds".

Ahhhhhhhhh well.

Went to Jenny's birthday party last Friday.

Finally got to meet up with the Fubus. Heh.

Huishan's brother's wedding this Sunday.

Can't wait to catch up with everyone. =)

Twisted strap.

2006-07-06T13:17:00.000+08:00

6th July 06; Thursday-

Haven't done this in ages - blogging during ocom lecture.
Lol.
School's started for the 2nd week and already I have 4 projects to do.
Sigh.
I wanna be a good student but somehow it's tough. =(
Ah wellllll.

Went to Lin Junjie's concert last last Saturday!
He's really fabulous.
Jay's next!
But I really don't know when he's coming though.

3rd July was Mr Kuku Ou's NINETEEN bday!
Planned an entire day of surprises for him.
Hope you enjoyed yourself! =)

Sigh realised the other day that it's really sad I never really got to find a true stick-by-me buddy in secondary school.
Friends move on.
It makes me wonder if I'm the only one who bothers to reminisce.
And I'm so damn out of place, so damn unhappy in poly.

RRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRR

Work.

2006-06-21T13:51:00.000+08:00

21st June 06; Wednesday-

Whoooo finally I get the time to update!

Been working non-stop for the past 1 week.

After working at Fish n Co in the afternoon I rush to work in the evening at Liquid Kitchen.

It's been 12pm-3am nonstop, for the past week.

FINALLY I get to sleep in!

Anyway. Common test was pretty much screwed for me.

The only paper I have confidence in getting A is OB.

Econs? Definitely a fail.

Damn dead laaaaaa.

Realised the other day that the most fun part in Life is while I'm still a student.

Can't imagine how life would turn out to be after I start working.

Horrid. -shudders

OH OH Lin Junjie's concert this Saturday!

Ladeeda.

Okay that just reminds me that school's starting on Monday.

DAMN IT.

Common Tests.

2006-06-05T12:41:00.000+08:00

5th June 06; Monday-

Common test week!

Had OB (Organisational Behaviour) paper today.
Daaamn easy.
Hopefully I can score an A for it. Heh.
CIP (some random computing thingy) paper tomorrow and I'm pretty much screwed if I don't start studying by..3pm?
AH what the heck.

Anyone have any good makan place to introduce to me?
Preferably a restaurant. Al fresco dining, maybe?
Any part of Singapore is okay with me. Yup.

My phone's spoilt!!

My entire LCD screen's blank when my phone's turned on.

That means I can't see a damn thing at all.

Wanna change phone but I don't know what to change to. Sigh.

It's freaky how fast time passes.
HALF OF 2006 IS ALREADY GONE!! =(
Damn sickening la.
WHY SO FAAAAAST.
Oh ooo I suddenly realise I've been working at Fishy for about..7months?
Woooooh.
Gonna go hunt for a new job soon though.
Liquid Kitchen's like. My manager didn't contact me for my schedule the past 3 weeks?
Ugh.
I can't possibly survive on a pay of $4.50/hr.
After my tests are over am gonna go job hunting!
Anyone wanna join? Lol.

Offshoulder.

2006-05-25T14:30:00.000+08:00

25th May 06; Thursday-

My weekly-blogging-during-lecture entry again.
Chee Png's birthday yesterday and I couldn't make it for dinner with them.
Sorry Chee. Happy 17th Birthday! Be a good boy eh? Lol. =)

Went to eat Bakerzin at One Fullerton last night to celebrate the FIRST.
It was. A dinner to remember.
The ambience was simply amazing.
The food was not bad too. The desserts were just heavenly la.
My dream of eating by the river/waters came true. Haha.
Felt so special when I was led in without knowing that he made a reservation already.
Wooooooh.
Now I don't really express openly, but..I honestly feel so much so much more appreciated than I ever felt before.
This is so much so much so much so much so much so much so much better than the previous.
Ladeeda am a happy happy happy child.

Bought an off-shoulder top on Monday and it's already loose at the shoulder area. =(
Far east quality = lousy.
Bah.

Ahhhhh exams are next next week!!
Gotta study reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal hard next week.
This is all so scary, attending poly common tests for the first time.
Oh ooo lecture's done already.

and you're the best I've ever had. =)

Stats lecture.

2006-05-16T14:41:00.000+08:00

16th May 06; Tuesday-

Think I'm gonna make it a routine to blog during lectures, though it's slightly scary to be blogging when the people next to you and behind you can read what you're blogging about.

HELLO TO THE PEOPLE BEHIND AND NEXT TO ME, IN CASE YOU'RE READING?

LOL.

In any case, it's the 4th week of school already.

Common test's on the 7th week. It's freaky how fast time passes when it doesn't really seem to be passing by? Uh huh.

People say Year 1 isn't hectic.

If 3 projects and homework aren't considered hectic, then I'll probably drop dead in Year 2?

Sigh ah well.

Oh did I mention? Touch Rugby's really fun.

Wanna join it as a cca. =)

I just hope the training isn't too strenuous.

Went back to Ntss the other day to collect my O Levels cert.

Kinda miss the school life actually.

Love-hate relationship I guess?

Okay Miss Chua Wanxin's playing some weird game on her laptop again.

We two are horrible children, I tell you.

Nearly every lecture you'll find me bloggingfriendsteringmsningyahooauctionsing and she's playing some game.

I have this feeling if she reads this entry she'll protest and say that I influence her or something.
Lol. =D

Campus.

2006-05-04T13:40:00.000+08:00

4th Mar 06; Thursday-

Wooh I really love whoever who created the concept of wireless.
In Oral Business Communication lecture now and 3/4 of the people aren't listening at all.
I pity the lecturer though.
-shakes head-

So hmmm. It's been the 2nd week of school already and I still can't adjust to the fact that I HAVE to sit down and start studying.
Everyone in my tutorial class do their homework before going for class.
Me?
I do it on the laptop during class.
How horrible is that?
Sighhhh.
I don't know if I can cope if I were to join a cca.
Cca+work+school+time for loved ones = NO TIME FOR MYSELF?
I really hope I'll be able to juggle.
Don't wanna end up sacrificing something.

For NP we have this thing called Sports and Wellness, which is like PE.
I wanted Fencing, but in the end I got TOUCH RUGBY.
Baaaah.
Hopefully it won't turn out to be too strenuous.
Think I'll take up Fencing as a cca.

Okay I don't feel so guilty for not listening in class.
My neighbour's playing Pokemon and my other neighbour's WATCHING someone play Pokemon.
LOL.

Screw off.

2006-04-27T14:26:00.000+08:00

27th Apr 06; Thursday-

I'm seething with anger right now.

I never expected that you really turn out to be so childish and screwed up.

Towards me, you're like "oh I'm sorry I regret what I did".

Behind me? You give others the impression that it's my fault I'm the bad guy I'm the one who screwed up the relationship.

HELLO, I'M NOT THE ONE WHO ACTUALLY SAID "I DON'T WANNA COMMIT" AND I'M ALSO NOT THE ONE WHO GOT TOGETHER WITH ANOTHER PERSON SO SOON AFTER A BREAKUP?

I can't believe I had actually wanted to get back with you so badly.

I can't believe that I was so stupid to think you could be someone I could honestly be happy with.

I can't believe I sacrificed family time, friends time and made horrible decisions for this relationship.

I can't believe I thought you were really serious with me.

Why couldn't you tell me right from the start that you were not gonna be serious with me?

Why make me go through 6 months of thinking that you were serious?

I'm not saying it's ALL your fault, but the point is:

I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU ACTUALLY HAVE THE NERVE TO MAKE ME SEEM LIKE THE BAD GUY.

I CAN'T BELIEVE I WASTED MY TIME, EFFORT AND FEELINGS ON YOU.

FUCK YOU.

Orientation

2006-04-21T00:02:00.000+08:00

20th Apr 06; Thursday-

Wooooh.

Had bAoc for the past 3 days.

bAoc = School of Business and Accountancy Orientation Camp 06.

Don't know why they call it a camp when we didn't even stay over.

Ah well.

Wasn't exactly veeeeeeeeeeeeeery fun la, but overall it was okay I guess.

Just wish I that I was in a more enthusiastic group.

AH WELL.

BOMBASTIC MOMBASA 6 ALL THE WAY! =)

This year's theme was different dance festivals from different countries.

Mine's an African tribal dance festival or something.

I really love Amy's group la.

Theirs is about masquerades, so everything's more classy.

Daaaaaaamn cool.

I really don't wanna start school la.

Checked my timetable. I have school from 9am-3pm on Mon+Tue, 9am-11am on Wed, 10am-4pm on Thurs and 8am-11am on Fri. Oh but for 1st week of school I only need to go for lectures, so..I get to go school at 2pm for 1 hour for most of the days. Heh.

I know my timetable's not very packed la, but.. I just can't get used to the fact that I'M GONNA START STUDYING AGAIN AFTER 5MONTHS!!!

BAH. =(

I'm gonna have to start making new friends, getting used to a new environment and worrying over what to wear every morning.

AND I have to wake up at 930am tomorrow for cca day and I don't wanna go.

But if I don't go, I don't know what cca to join.

I DON'T LIKE POLYYYYY ANYMOREEEEE.

LOL fancy that, me saying I don't like poly when I haven't even started school. -snorts

Sighhhhh.

bA school is full of primary school friends and some cheenabongs. =(

I'm wondering whether I should have taken FSV instead.

Wonder how the people in there are like.

At least I'll know most of them because there are only around 80 in that course, whereas for Business we have 280 students.

BAH.

I know I'm being a brat with all these whining and complaints, but..

Sighhhhhhhhh.

Don't know la. I'll just have to wait and see how things will really work out to be like.

OH and YES I'm sorry for being a kuku by saying this, but...I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I'M LYING ON MY BED WHILE TYPING THIS POST.

I LOVE WIRELESS.

IT'S DAMN COOL.

BUT my bloody laptop's screwing up already.

Fu*kkkkkkkkk la.

Acer really sucks afterall. Shit.

Gonna ask them for a replacement.

Am looking forward for next Mon.

NOT because school's starting, but because there's gonna be a Fish n Co Wheelock + Thesimplelife chalet!!

It's so cool can? A chalet with your work friends.

Once in a lifetime thing.

Can't wait. =D

Sighhhhh

2006-04-12T01:35:00.000+08:00

11th April 06; Tuesday-

Sighhhhh.

I hate it when it's one of those times where I feel left behind.

So many friends are either in JC or still in Ntss.

And me? Caught up in my worklife.

After awhile people will just slowly lose contact with you because you're constantly working and you can't go out with them.

But when you're free, they aren't.

And that's when I feel left behind (in an odd sense).

It's hard to describe exactly how I feel la.

I just feel that I'm missing out on a lot.

That sucks. =(

Sighhhhh.

All that aside, school starts in about 2 weeks.

Not really that looking forward to school.

Lol.

My laptop's still not here yet! Baaah.

Met Shar Soon Yunhao the other day in Town.

Miss those crazy people. IF YOU GIRLS ARE READING THIS, PLEASE RECONFIRM WHETHER WE'RE GOING OUT!!

Lol.

Work at Liquid Kitchen is so much more relaxed compared to Fish n Co.

The smoke really sucks though. REAAAAAAAALLY bad.

BUT the pay's so damn good, how can I resist? Lol.

Met Yvee at Bugis the other day too.Miss you girl! Come out with the rest of the fubus soon lehhhh.

I really wanna keep in touch with sec sch friends, because they are the ones who sort of grew up with you?

Among so many friends from everywhere, they probably are the ones who know you the best.

Sighhhh nostalgia.

4 APRIL

2006-04-04T18:29:00.000+08:00

4th April 06; Tuesday-

My God.

It's APRIL already.

School's starting in TWENTY days!!

Whooh.

I can't wait for the arrival of my ACER 3282!!

Think it's coming next Monday or something.

Ladeeda. No more borrowing of Teresa's laptop! (Teresa, you must be damn happy =D)

So hmmm. I got another job at Liquid Kitchen!

It's just opposite my house.

So happy that I finally got a better-paying job. =)

Hopefully the environment will be a nice place to work in, though it's a smoke-filled place. =(

AH WELL.

Pros and cons of working at a bar/restaurant/cafe.

Went to Steven's house the other day for his mini farewell party.

Didn't send him off the next day because I had to go pray. (Qing Ming Jie)

So sadddddd. I'll miss him. =(

freeopendiary's effect

2006-03-29T03:49:00.000+08:00

28th Mar 05; Tuesday-

Just read through my freeopendiary and I don't really quite know how to feel right now.

Half of the entries made me go "OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I TYPED THAT WAY I SHOULD HAVE JUST BANGED MY HEAD AND DIE" while the other half made me go "Huh you mean I actually felt that way?"

Den hor I dunno y I type lyk dat last time lor.

Pretty hilarious yet horrifying at the same time, if you ask me.

Guess it's all part and parcel of life.

It's always the same way.

At different points of your life you think that you're pretty matured already, but NO you are so wrong.

When you read back you'll definitely go "oh man I was so childish!!".

I'm sure come 2 years, I'll be thinking that way when I read through my previous blog entries. Lol.

And I honestly think whoever who came up with the first love theory was a (andIquoteTeresa) "prophet" of some sort.

Lol.

I really miss 2003, after reading through my freeopendiary.

That was the year where everything screwed up, but at the same time, the year that I developed one particular bittersweet memory that still spread warmth through me whenever I am reminded of them.

Sighhhhh.

-mistyeyed-

All that aside, went to Np today with Wanxin.

We were supposed to go down and take a look at the various laptops offered this year.

I'll most probably get Acer, although I know IBM's definitely better in terms of durability.

Ah well.

The Dell and Lenovo salespeople were damn aggressive, I tell you.

So scary. Lol.

I guess I'm not that psyched about school reopening as much as I was before.

Overwhelmed by the thoughts of facing study materials again (after such a long break) and learning to adjust to a new environment while making new friends.

Oh and not forgetting to mention, the thought of spending more cash to get new clothes for school.

I'm definitely a person who rather wear school uniform la.

Who knows, maybe I'll get so sick of deciding what to wear one fine day and I'll just dress in FBT+my bro's Catholic High PE shirt. LOL.

thoughtsafterthoughtsafterthoughts

2006-03-24T01:24:00.000+08:00

23rd Mar 05; Thursday-

Have you ever gotten that feeling that you wished your ex gf/bf didn't mean so much to you?

That whatever they might put for nicks/friendster/anywhere public won't make you go, "I wonder why is he/she is feeling that way?"

And from that initial thought leads to other stuff like "Okay is he/she interested in someone else?" or "Sigh I wish I knew why but alas, we aren't together anymore so how should I ask what's up? Or should I even bother asking?"

It frustrates me not that whether he might be interested in someone else (okay, maybe a little), but more of why I get so bothered/affected whenever such a thing happens when really, he doesn't give a shit/doesn't give as much care about what's happening in your life right now than you care about what's going on in his.

AND who am I to care about what's up with him? Uh huh.

I think it's just screwed up to feel screwed up about something that you shouldn't be affected by so much.

Yet here I am feeling that way.

Ugh.

All that aside, I've been thinking a lot lately.

Education.
All throughout my life, I haven't exactly been a smart girl.

Yeah so I made it to EM1 in primary school, but so what?

I ended up in Ntss.

I thought I would learn my lesson after PSLE, but no, I didn't.

Secondary school was worse.

I didn't study for my upper secondary school life at all.

Yeah so I pia-ed for Os at the end, but so what?

I didn't make my mom proud of me, did I?

Now I know there are some of you who are going "wtf is her problem she did okay for os what she didn't exactly get into the course she really wanted but she got into a good/decent course didn't she? she should just shut the hell up".

I understand how you feel because I feel the same way about those who did better than me but still complain, but..that's just the way it is.

Different people have different expectations for themselves.

But while I'm regretting for not studying harder right from the beginning, it occurs to me that all I can do to improve myself is to make sure I study hard and well in poly.

Financial matters.

So I've been working for the past 4 months.

I earned my own money and stopped taking allowance from my mom, but did I manage my money well?

Now I wish that I didn't waste money on unneccessary things.

I'll definitely be much richer now.

And I really wish that I don't have to worry about my poly fees and laptop fees.

There are times when I really feel that it's unfair how people don't have to care about saving money, or how they don't have to mind about the price tag of a certain item they want because anyhow, there's always dad to pay for it.

Yet I have to bear in mind that I'll have to worry after dining at a restaurant.

Now of course I know there are many people out there who are in worse situations than me, but..that's just the way it is.

Different people have different mindsets because of how their lives are.

But while I'm feeling frustrated over money matters, it occurs to me that the only way to worry less is to work harder and manage my money better.

Relationships.

Now I have to admit, I've become skeptical of relationships.

I'm not being one of those "omg I don't dare to love again because he hurt me so much", but rather, the breakup got me thinking, what makes me think that the next guy is gonna be really suitable for me?

He might just end up falling for someone else, or finding out that he isn't that interested in me afterall, or I'm just not good enough for him, or...there are so many possibilities of us just breaking up in just a quick snap.

I'm sick of breakups. It's not that I've been through many of them, but they make me sick because I hate how fked up one makes me feel.

I don't wanna always be the one who feels fked up while the other party doesn't.

Yeah okay so I'm scared of breakups now, and in turn, that's making me skeptical.

And while typing all these, it occurs to me that I should just learn from past mistakes and not rush into the next relationship without understanding the guy inside out.

People always say move on and learn from mistakes but I never really got the gist of it.

Now I understand that statement.

It really applies to everything that I regret about.

From education to financial stuff to relationships.

So I might still feel fked up over certain matters, but I guess I finally get the point that since I'm going into a new chapter of my life, I should just make use of it and start anew and stop having a selfish mindset.

I should just learn to be a better daughter. A better sister. A better friend. A better gf (for the next relationship).

Be a better me by being more rational, more clear-headed, more sensible.

And most importantly, to learn not to make stupid mistakes that I'll live to regret for.

Another day.

2006-03-14T13:06:00.000+08:00

14th Mar 05; Tuesday-

Another day, another 24 hours.
Supposed to be at work now but decided to let my colleague take over my shift.
School starts in 1 month and 10 days.
Can't wait for NP to open its doors for me. Lol.
If I don't go to work I have nothing to do and in turn, I'll go mad just staying at home.
Still haven't thoroughly decided which course to choose.
But most probably I'll take Business Studies, even though there are a number of people who are telling me to take FSV instead because Business is too general/common.
Yes, I agree Business might be very general but taking Business will enable me to work in nearly every industry.
On the other hand, if I were to take FSV, I can only take jobs related to media.
I don't know if that's a safe net to fall in or not.
Furthermore, FSV is a bitchy course. Too competitive for my liking.
Hopefully I won't regret taking Business Studies.
Life's been just work, work and dinners with Teresa Png. Lol. =D
Ate at Fish and Co yesterday for dinner.
Was absolutely stuffed.
Think I won't quit this job anytime soon la.
As much as I might complain it being stressful, it's still..a pleasant environment to work in.
BUT if anyone has any job with a better pay to recommend, tell me k?
I wanna earn as much as I can before school starts.
Talking about school again, I'm really curious to know how poly life is.
Hope that the guys there aren't all cheenabongs. I sure don't wanna date one. =X
Watched Graduation on Mtv the other day and I wanted to cry.
It's sad how secondary school life passed so fast.
Everyone's gonna be caught up in their own poly/jc lives real soon.
I wish I could turn back time and learn to appreciate sec 4 more.
Sighhhhhhhh.
Oh man the nostalgia is hitting me real badly now.
I'M MISSING ALL OF YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! =(

depressedddddddd

2006-03-05T12:46:00.000+08:00

5th Mar 05; Sunday-

You know, I never really realised that there were different categories of breakup songs (until now, that is).
You have the "I want you back in my life because I can't live without you" songs, then the "I don't need you back, you asshole" songs, the "I want you to know how miserable I've been feeling" songs, the "I'm sorry for hurting you but I don't feel anything anymore" and finally, the "I really wish I could have you back here but I know there's no way we can be together again and all I can do/should do is to get over you and find someone else better" songs.
Lately there have been 4 songs that fit those categories perfectly.
"We Belong Together" by Mariah Carey. "Don't Bother" by Shakira. "Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry)" by Craig David. "Behind These Hazel Eyes" by Kelly Clarkson.
I haven't found one that suits the last category yet though.
Any suggestions?
I really have to stop listening to depressing songs that aren't even appropriate for me right now. ='(

sigh...........

2006-03-04T01:18:00.000+08:00

3rd Mar 05; Friday-
So JAE postings are out and I got into Business Studies at NP.
I'm happy, of course, but at the same time, I got into Film, Sound and Video at NP through JPSAE.
I have no idea which one I should choose.
It's just like choosing between Mass Com and Hospitality (if I was ever given the chance, that is).
Either media-related business or business-business.
Ughhhh.
Someone tell me when is the dateline to reject either course? =/

I really don't know how things can go totally downhill within a space of one/two weeks.
I just know that I really, really, really, really, really wish for things to work out eventually.....
And if you ever happen to be reading this,
I want you to know that I really am not trying to be selfish here.
I just honestly think that we should give us a final shot.
If things STILL don't work out no matter how hard we might try,
then I'll finally...let go.

Back.

2006-02-27T13:54:00.000+08:00

27th Feb 05; Monday-

Okay time really passes damn bloody fast.

Today's 27th FEB 2006 already. How screwed up is that?

Anyway. Thank you my dear friends who left sweet notes at my tagboard. I'm fine already. =)

I'm just really hoping everything will eventually turn out fine, and not as a case of de javu.

Hmmm just came back from interview at NP for FSV.

Damn sad. Thought I was shortlisted for interview for MCM.

Sighhhh.

Don't think I'll get it anyway. Screwed it up.

Can't wait for JAE results to be out.

Really hope I can get into Business at NP/Tourism and Resort Management at NP.

All that aside, Adriano Huang of Campus Superstar is damn cute AND his voice rocksssss.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. First it was Jue Dui Superstar, now it's Campus Superstar.

Madness again. LOL.

Broken

2006-02-22T00:45:00.000+08:00

21st Feb 06; Tuesday-

I can't give a hoot if I'm plastering my feelings all over in public now.

I just want you to know that you broke my heart.

Cliche I know, but it's as simple as that.

As much as that's happening,

I still wish for you to realise that you want me back.

Over.

2006-02-20T05:55:00.000+08:00

19th Jan 06; Sunday-

And I lost it all.

BAAAAAAAH

2006-02-14T11:30:00.000+08:00

14th Feb 05; Tuesday-

I CAN'T DECIDE ON HOW TO RANK MY CHOICES.

IT'S TUESDAY MORNING AND I HAVE ONLY A DAY LEFT TO DECIDE.

WHY CAN'T MOE GIVE US MORE TIME TO THINK?!

UGH.

2006-02-07T14:32:00.000+08:00

7th Feb 05; Tuesday-

Another week has wizzed by.

I always knew Fridays were bad days.

Results are coming out this coming one.

You can totally expect mayhem and tears and people screaming bloody murder.

Okay that last part was dramaoverkill. Lol.

But in any case, just screw the damn day la.

I'm already preparing to bring 5 packs of tissue or something. If not enough, there's always that sexy uncle in stall 1 with his supply of 20cents tissue!

Oh-so-fking-ughish.

Anyway with all the results talk aside, went out with Mr Peh to celebrate something.

Ate at Seoul Garden and watched Fun With Dick And Jane.

It's not that nice afterall.

Oh and I finally got my Incanto Dream!!!

Thank youuuuuuu. =)

After work yesterday met Teresa and we ate Seoul Garden (yet again).

Then we proceeded to KBOX!

The last time I went to Kbox was during the Talentime period, so..it's no wonder why I was full of energy last night. Ahaha.

Left my phone in the toilet la. Thank God some kind soul picked it up and was in Kbox too.

After that we went Swensens! AND then we walked all the way from Orchard to Bukit Timah. WOO. Great exercise, I tell you.

So Valentines' Day is coming up. Fish n Co's having a "promo": $25.90+++ per person and you'll get a starter, main course, drink and dessert. I'm like, isn't Valentines' Day a couple day? Shouldn't they come up with a promo that involves TWO people, not ONE? Lol.

Still thinking of what to get to make the purrrfect present. Ahaha.

Singapore Idol auditions are this Saturday! Not that I'm ever gonna join la. Oh wait that answers your question, Amanda. =)

I don't do English songs. It's just..uncomfortable for me.

Besides, Chinese songs are better because 1) you must be proud of your roots (LOL) 2) they aren't sky-rockingly high to need a diva/powerhouse to belt them out (Most English songs are horribly high, except for Britney's or something)

So. English songs are just not suitable for me.

But just imagine if I really were to join SG Idol.

Since it's just a day after O Level results, I'll probably still be bloody depressed and I'll probably start tearing at the slightest things.

I'll probably be crying halfway through my song and the judges will be so moved they think I'm emotionally connected with music and pick me for the second round of auditions. LOL.

Now that's. Pre-Olevelresults-hysteria. =)

Cny.

2006-01-30T18:17:00.000+08:00

30th Jan 05; Monday-

Happy Chinese New Year!

Not that it's a very happy one for me, that is.

Somehow I managed to fall sicksicksick during this period of time.

Oh-so-cool eh?

Just imagine, everyone gorging themselves with goodies while I'm sitting at the corner, blowing my nose like there's no tomorrow.

Yes it's a de javu case of Diane Lim having a horrible cold once more.

This time it's coupled with a headache, a sore throat and rubbery legs.

Woohoo.

What the heck. At least I won't get to gorge myself with goodies (which in turn, equals to putting on less weight!).

Ahahaha. The medicine's starting to get into me.

Didn't get a lot of ang baos this year because my family did a whole lot less visiting.

But then again, I managed to gain a lot more than my siblings. Totally..overwhelmed. (Code mood lol)

Somehow 2006's CNY is so..not CNY.

The festive mood seems to be missing. Weird.

Maybe it's because our results are out next week?

Ugh. Just that thought is able to induce tears in my eyes.

Screw the results laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. =(

BSB!!

2006-01-25T13:51:00.000+08:00

25th Jan 05; Wednesday-

EVERYBODY YEAHHH.

ROCK YOUR BODY YEAHHH.

EVERYBODY YEAHHH.

ROCK YOUR BODY RIGGGGGHT.

BACKSTREET'S BACK (ALRIGHT)!!

I love Bsb I love Bsb I love Bsb.

Went to watch their concert last night. DAMN nice.

Their vocals are just..flawless. Really good band too.

Started their concert off with The Call and they ended it with Incomplete.

I'm so glad I went to watch them.

It's so rare for them to pop by Singapore. The last time they were in Sg? When I was p1.

I'll probably stay as a fan of theirs foreverrrrr.

Bsb's really the most influential boyband and the only one still surviving.

Truly worth every cent that I've spent on them. =)

The only booooooooooooooohoooooooooooo thing was that Mr Peh forgot to bring his cam (!!!!!).

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I'll just have to count on my memories. =(

Anyway.

Cny's just around the corner! Somehow I'm not looking forward to it?

Maybe it's because that means our results are nearing too.

And that rumour about scoring above 15 if you don't get some letter from MOE?

My sis just told me that during her year 2 of her friends received the letter too, BUT they scored above 15.

So I say..screw that letter thingy la.

Okay I seriously wish I could turn back time to watch Bsb again.

And to remind Mr Peh to bring his cam.

Booooohoooo. ='(

I'll neverrr breaaak yourrr hearrrrt

As lonng as youuu lovee meeee

And loveee iss all I haveee to givee

Fked up

2006-01-18T19:33:00.000+08:00

18th Jan 05; Wednesday-

"Thrashing On Absolute Nothingness by Diane oh-so-fkedup Lim"

Fed up.

2006-01-17T00:02:00.001+08:00

16th Jan 05; Monday-
I am weary.
I am fed up.
I can't stand this feeling.
It's seriously disturbing me.
I don't like how it feeds unwanted thoughts and suggestions into my mind.
I don't know what to do.
Cool it off? Or swallow everything down and shut up?
This is oh-so-wtf.

And I really wanna stop feeling this way because it's ridiculous, but YOU seem to make me feel worse.

FINALLY.

2006-01-08T23:15:00.000+08:00

8th Jan 05; Sunday-

FINALLY I CAN UPDATE.

Anyway. Happy New Year to all!

My new year resolution's to stop being late. Lol. Hopefully I'll be able to fufill this. =X

Went for the Esplanade countdown on 31st Dec. I have only one word to describe the fireworks: Gorgeous.

Had dim sum lunch at Novotel on Monday! Grandfather's birthday. Reminded me of prom and it really hit me how fast time passes. Sighhhhhh.

It's demoralising to see others go somewhere for 1st 3 months and I'm working instead. =(

And I really, really don't wanna get results back.

Ugggggggggggggggh.

Anyway. I'M NEVER EVER GONNA DRINK FROM THE FRUIT JUICE STALL IN TANGS BASEMENT FOOD COURT AGAIN.

Their prices are DAMN screwed up, I tell you.

One cup of rock melon juice and another cup of honeydew juice cost me SEVEN FIFTY.

Wtf la.

Anyway.

Gonna watch Bsb's concert!

Can't wait. =)

I'll probably stay as one of the goodoldpopishbritneybsbnsync fans forever.

Lol.

Tireeed.

2005-12-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

22nd Dec 05; Thursday-

Whooo.

Finally I have the time to update!

Been working the past 2 weeks.

Fun!!

But damn tiring and somewhat stressful.

My wrists are breaking.

Do you have any idea how heavy the platters are? They seriously are not light, I tell you.

My supervisor broke his wrists after carrying the platters for some time. Wth la.

And somehow I've managed to get 6 bruises, 5 blisters and 3 cuts. LOL.

Whoo eh. Ahaha.

BUT like I said, it's a fun job. =)

Working on christmas too! Those who don't have any turkeys to eat at home, come visit me. (switches to take order mode) We're going to have a christmas promotion, and the ala carte menu will not be available.

Oh LOL totally.

Okay anyway. Haven't gotten christmas presents yet. Jialat.

Sometimes maybe being a guy is better huh.

Don't have to crack the brain to decide what to get for who (since guys can't even bother to get anyone presents lol).

If you ask me, chocolates are the best gifts to get for others.

Can't think of anyone who will turn down chocolates la. Haha.

Everywhere's so christmasy now.

I'm so bloody SICK of Mariah Carey's All I Want For Christmas Is You and Britney's My Only Wish This Year because Fish and Co plays the SAME cd EVERYDAY on REPEAT and these 2 songs are in the cd. DAMN &$%*$%@# sick of the songs la.

The faster christmas is over, the better.

It's still demoralising to hear everyone's going somewhere for 1st 3 months and I'm not. Sigh.

AH WELL.

Can't wait for next week to come!!

THREE more days left THREE more days left THREE more days left!!!

GOT A JOB!

2005-12-09T00:43:00.000+08:00

8th Dec 05; Thursday-

I've got a job!!

At Fish and Co in Wheelock Place.

Come visit me people. =D

And no please don't ask me for free food or whatsoever, I HIGHLY doubt I'll be able to get any free food for myself either.

Ahaha.

The starting pay's low though. Sigh ah well.

Hopefully I'll be able to get a better job through the job agency.

So anyway. Haven't been doing anything productive these past 2 weeks, except hunting for a job (which took like 1 day) and every other day's been spent either running over to Pasir Panjang or rotting at home.

Come to think of it, I can't even remember what I've been doing. Days are passing so quickly.

Went to watch Chicken Little yesterday. NICE! Damn cute la. Wanted to watch Saw 2, but didn't had the time.

Ate waffles at Maestro Bistro in Cine. DAMN nice, I tell you. I sense an addiction to their choco waffles coming up. LOL.

At the top of my cravings list is DIM SUM!!

I wanna eat dim sum I wanna eat dim sum I wanna eat dim sum.

Doesn't have to be Crystal Jade la. I just wanna eat nice dim sum.

Wanna eat Fish and Co too. LOL.

I wanna eat choco fondue too!

Been wanting to try fondue for ages. Seems so fun. Ahaha.

Jack's Place's Lobster soup is on my list too.

Ooo and Sakae's Soft-shelled crab (and everything else on their menu la) !

I'll never get bored of Sakae. =D

At the rate I'm craving for all these food, I'm bound to balloon man.

Yeeeee!! Let's go eat Sakae/Fondue soooon. =)

End Of Os. Bday. Prom.

2005-11-28T16:35:00.000+08:00

28th Nov 05; Monday-
Okay I know this entry is way overdue, but ah well.
OS ARE OVER.
MY BDAY'S OVER.
GRAD NIGHT'S OVER.
It's kinda sad actually, now that Os are over.
Not that I wanna wake up and study into the wee hours in the morning all over again, but Os being over equals friends going to different schools. Cliques splitting up. Seeing each other once a year or something.
It's damn sad, I tell you.
I couldn't wait to get out of Ntss.
Now I don't really wanna leave the school.
Sighhhhhh.
And I honestly don't wanna receive my Os results.
I can totally predict that I'll bawling my guts out.
BAH.
But that aside, celebrated my bday with Mr Gungho last Sunday.
Watched Just Like Heaven. Didn't turn out that omgsodamnnice a movie after all.
Walked around. Bought my heels for grad night.
Ate at Jack's Place for dinner. Lobster soup! Crayfish! Hehehe.
Went to buy a slice of cake from tcc as my bday cake.
Went to Esplanade after that.
Was pretty sweet, this 16th birthday of mine. =)
Grad night wasn't such a blast after all.
The moment the emcee announced that it was time to start dancing, everyone stood up to leave. Like what the heck.
BUT it was still fun la. Took photos and more photos. Heh.
Grad night's an expensive thing to invest in though. =/
Ah well.

Stayed over at Raffles The Plaza after that (for free!!), courtesy of Mr John Lim!

He's one of the nicest men I've ever met. Thank you Mr Lim!! =)

Got some supper with Amy and Hazel and then we headed back to the hotel.

Don't know why people wanna go clubbing for.

Okay you people know how I feel about clubbing.

So don't sue me for stereotyping it as a not-so-innocent thing.

Thou shall not start ranting on how I feel about it.

ANYWAY.
Watched David Tao's concert on Saturday (thanks Teresa!).
Was slightly boring, but nonetheless, David Tao's damn, damn good.
Sent Xiang Yang Nelson Liren Weiliang Suanwee off yesterday at the airport.
Wish I could be in Hk toooooooooo. =(
Sigh ah well.
Now that I don't have to study anymore (which pretty much equals to rotting everyday), it's time to find a job.
Hopefully I'll be able to secure one with an okay pay.

Update.

2005-10-07T18:33:00.000+08:00

7th Oct 05; Friday-

Woh-ho haven't updated in 3 weeks.

This is the last update I'm gonna post until Os are over.

So prelim results are back and everyone's going "L1R5L1R5L1R5L1R5" "AcjcSajcPjcCjcJjc".

Ah well.

It's just prelims. What matters most is the Os.

I have to constantly remind myself that so I won't feel demoralised 24/7.

Lol.

Went for Adam Khoo's motivational talk last Saturday.

He ROCKS.

I wish he had a camp before Os. I'll definitely go man.

So after the talk I became motivated.

And this time the motivation's working because I've been studying like 7 hours a day (like what I have been wanting to do since..June?). This time it's really studying, not talktalknoaction.

Thank God for Adam Khoo. He totally motivated me to start studying. He seriously rocks la.

Michelle Tan we are so gonna shock everyone. Yes we are yes we are!! -starts chanting-

Okay anyway. It's been a month and 3 days! Hehehehehehe. =)

Uhhhh okay off to continue amathing.

Finally.

2005-09-15T18:14:00.000+08:00

15th Sep 05; Thursday-

Yay finally I have the time to update.

Past 2 weeks had been horrible.

Dnt every single day.

Had to stay up and rush like mad.

Went all over the place yesterday to complete the folio.

But I really have to thank Mr Gungho Peh for helping meeee!

Thank youuuuuuu. =) (even though I HIGHLY doubt you'll see this but oh well)

Finally it's over. BUT my folio's damn incomplete. OH WELL.

So anyway I totally screwed my English prelims up.

So bloody fking dead.

Prelims are a week away.

Os are..1-2 months away?

Fabulous.

I'm damn scared now the pressure's getting more.

Gonna be a good girl and use the com only if I really have to. Or just once a week.

Went out to celebrate Teresa's birthday last Saturday.

Ate at Fish & Co.

NO wait.

WAS halfway through eating.

Then my lovely friends decided to ask me to sing a song.

LIKE WTH.

So after much shoving and persuasion I relented and sang a small little part as a birthday dedication.

Then when we went back to our seats.

ALL OF OUR FOOD WAS GONE.

THE WAITRESS HAPPILY CLEARED OUR PLATES.

OH MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN MY PRAWNSSQUIDSFISHRICEFRIES!!!!!!!!!!

Damn sad la.

BAH oh well.

So anyway.

A new beginning for me!

No more bashingthewallsgettingallmoodyoversomeonewhodidn'tevenfeelthesamewayforme.

Am really happy but okay STUDIES COME FIRST I KNOW.

Off to study, then. =)

A blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

2005-09-04T13:32:00.000+08:00

4th Sep 05; Sunday-

Woohoooo.

Haven't updated for a week but somehow, it feels like a month or something.

Heh.

So anyway.

The miracle I was hoping for came true.

I was damn shocked when I heard my name being announced la. Seriously.

I have to thank all those who made the banner, who cheered for me, who gave me their support throughout my performance.

Love you guys. ALL. =D

I truly am touched. Heh.

So anyway. Went out after Teachers' Day Celebration to Coffee Club at Holland for lunch.

Ate their slipper lobster pasta and woh-ho, it's niceeeeeee. (Though I couldn't really taste a damn thing since my nose is STILL stuffed)

Went home to bathe and went out again to town with that gang of people.

Watched Red Eye and I wasted my money (yet) again.

Played pool after dinner. Oh no wait. TRIED playing pool. Hahahahaha.

I S-U-C-K at pool btw. =)

After school on Friday Sk Sharlene Cp Xy and I went to Steven's house.

HIS HOUSE IS GORGEOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hereby declare that Glentrees is my favourite condo in Singapore.

It's BLOODY nice, I tell you.

We were supposed to study but we ended up eating. And eating. Hahaha.

Did do a few Maths questions, then it was time to send Sk and Xy out to the bus stop.

Sharlene Cp and I stayed for dinner, and we watched cartoons together!

Bonding session eh. Sweet. =)

Played mahjong (=X) after that and stupid Cp just kept winning. Ugh.

Went home after that!

Went for pool session (again) last night.

At least I'm improving. Hope I'll continue improving. Hahaha.

Everything's been a blurrrr.

Been on cloud nine.

Hope I don't have to come down anytime soon.

BUT I guess I have to, considering the fact that PRELIMS ARE JUST A WEEK/TWO WEEKS AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Somebody shoot me.

sicccccccccccck.

2005-08-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

28th Aug 05; Sunday-
So my body decides to break down just THREE days before talentime.
Fabulous.
I have a horrible cold, a dry cough, a bloody itchy throat and a bloody fking ulcer in my mouth.
Baaaaaaaaaaaaah.
I can't smile for more than a few seconds, because my face will start to contort in pain thanks to the damn ulcer.
I sound like a frog.
Croak.
Talentime's on Wednesday.
Rehearsal's on Tuesday.
I seriously have no idea how on earth I can get perfectly well before Wednesday.
Maybe the ulcer+cold+cough will give me an ultra sexy voice on that day and I'll blow everyone away with my performance!
-snorts
Okay I'm being damn bloody lame but whatever.
So anyway. Went to study group yesterday but this time it seriously wasn't productive at all. Lol.
Went for dinner in town after that. Played some games with the guys. We had to give an answer straightaway when it's our turn. When the topic was "Boyband songs", Chee Png actually said "You're my fire". I was like wtf is you're my fire?! Then Cp went "The backstreet boys song la" then Steven said "Ya got such song". Kathe Xy and I were like "Hello that's not the title?!" THEN Kathe (with a hell lot of confidence) said "The title is You're my desire la!!" Xy and I looked at each other and we started laughing our asses off. In case you didn't know, the song they were talking about is I WANT IT THAT WAY. Totally LOL-ish or what?!
We went to watch Must Love Dogs after that. The movie's boring, I tell you. Don't bother wasting your money on it. Boring with a capital B.
Prelims are..2 weeks away. *#^&$%-ing FABULOUS.

Blur.

2005-08-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

20th Aug 05; Saturday-
Everything's been a blur the past whole week.
Junyang actually got out.
I mean.
HE. HONG JUNYANG. GOT OUT OF THE COMPETITION.
WTF is the world coming to??!
Singaporeans are so, so, so @^#$^$%*$%-ish.
Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.
When I saw the screen rest at Junyang I was so damn happy. THEN it had to change to Wei Lian.
And normally I laugh at those idiots who cry when their idols get out, but I became one of those idiots (just that I'm not some cheenabonglian and at least Junyang's not a complete-no-relation-stranger to me) on Thursday night.

And for the record, NO I am NOT in the fan club. ALL who supported Junyang had to wear yellow (including his family). Junyang's sister is my sister's good friend, and I got to go for the live recordings because I support Junyang and she gave me the tickets for the live recordings. Now that you know, please STOP asking whether I'm in the fan club.
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
So that's the first "blur" to me.
I actually got through the audition.
BUT I seriously find it unfair that only one graduating student is in.
The teachers should have allowed more graduating people??
I mean hello, it's our last year in the school. The rest can try again next year or something. At least allow 3 more or something la.
Bahhhhhh.
Now the rest of the blurs are.
Sighhhhhhh.
There is only a word I can use: Seesaw.
Try deciphering. Lol.
So anyway. Soon, Cp, Xy and I went to Pizza Hut yesterday and it was simply hilarious to see Cp eating a pizza with no toppings. Plain pizza, yes? Hahaha. Went for study session today at Harbourfront and it wasn't exactly very successful. Lol. SA! SA! SA! FAN SA! LOL.

My blog skin's screwed up. The background's gone. I seriously can't find the original. Sigh oh well.
Prelims are..3 weeks away? Fabulowso.

you know, like wtf?

2005-08-07T21:08:00.000+08:00

7th Aug 05; Sunday-

Went to watch Dim Sum Dollies - Singapore's Most Wanted! yesterday night at the Esplanade.

It's the best play I've ever watched.

No wonder everyone loves the play. If I were rich I'll go watch it again. Haha.

So anyway. Gonna catch Charlie and The Chocolate Factory with some of the e4/3 girls tomorrow. Can't wait. Johnny Depp's a really good actor, I tell you. =)

And I guess I give people the impression that I blow up at the slightest thing. Yea so I do have little tolerance for immature people, but that doesn't mean I EXPLODE at every slightest thing. I'm not some serious emoshit, for God's sake.

Some of us need more love? Or rather, some of us need an attitude adjustment.

WEI CHOOOOOONG.

2005-07-29T15:34:00.000+08:00

29th July 05; Friday-
Went to the live results show of Project Superstar last night.
Was DAMN happy when Junyang got in.
But when I heard Jason getting in instead of Wei Choong, I was (and still am) totally "WTF?!".
I don't hate Jason; neither do I dislike him. In fact, I find him pretty good-looking and his voice is, well, so-so.
BUT he's DEFINITELY NOT good enough to stay in the semi-finals.
He's gone the furthest he can already in the competition (or maybe way over limit).
If he continues to stay, he's depriving a better contestant from staying in the competition.
Sigh.
WEI CHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG.
So damn wasted laaaaa. =(
Anyway. I've managed to jump from a F9 to a B3 for amaths!!! Damn happy. =D In fact, I'm actually beginning to enjoy doing amaths. (Some topics, that is.)

My sis has banned me from the com from 1st Aug onwards. She's got a password for the account now. Baaah. I'll probably get to use the com once in 2 weeks or something. =(

Oh well. It's good for me anyway. Now it's goodbye com, hello textbooks.
1 month to prelims!!

Happy Birthday YeeYee Xiao Jie!!

2005-07-21T23:02:00.000+08:00

21st July 05; Thursday-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEEYEE XIAO JIE!!!
Hope you enjoyed yourself today.
Let's both see each other in NP k? =)
Heh.
Baked and brought a cake to school today for partner. The candles went out twice la, while I was walking towards the table. Hahaha. Mdm Valli was. Let's just say she so coincidentally hung around long enough to get a piece of cake. -_- OH WELL.
Went out with some e4/3 people today to town to celebrate Si Jia's birthday. Watched The Island. IT ROCKS. SERIOUSLY. Damn nice, I tell you. Haven't watched a GOOD movie in a long time man. Ethan Hawke might be wrinkly, but he's actually not bad in terms of looks. Heh.
After the movie some went home and the remaining went for dinner. Took photos! Shared a cab home with Si Jia and Wanxin after that.
OH I PASSED MY AMATHS TEST FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!!! WHOOOOOOO. Wish I studied harder though. Oh well. =D
Went for Lin Junjie's "talking+performing session" at NP on Tuesday. Some girls seriously cannot make it, I tell you. They scream and scream and scream like there's no tomorrow and go all "CAN I HAVE A HUG?" before throwing themselves into his arms. Like seriously -_-.

Leon's outttttt. Sighhhhhhh. Now when I think about it, I support him more than Derrick. Sighhhhhhhhh. Both are really good singers anyway. If you ask me, Jason shouldn't be in the semi-finals at all. Bah.
Time passes really fast. 14 weeks left to Os, and around 8 weeks to Prelims. Sigh.

Constipated.

2005-07-12T14:15:00.000+08:00

12th July 05; Tuesday-
"abnormally delayed or infrequent passage of usually dry hardened feces"
This time, I'm constipated for real.
Have been getting pains in my stomach the past whole week.
Yesterday was the worst man.
Ever felt the feeling of can't hold your bowels anymore but you can't pass a damn thing out??
Yea that's how bad I felt.
Went to see doctor just now and he prescribed some water that tastes like glue water or something.
U-G-H.
Anyway.
Tomorrow's the 2nd round of guys on Project Superstar!!
Can't wait to watchhhh.
I don't really like Derrick anymore anyway (he's attached so it feels weird to be "infatuated" with him).
I still love his voice though. =)
I like Wei Chong now. He's not the best singer, but his personality attracts me. Hahahaha.
Junyang's, as usual, one of my favourites. =D
Oh and I hope Chanel gets out of the girls' round.
Can't stand her. =)

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

2005-07-08T00:24:00.000+08:00

7th July 05; Thursday-

I'm really, really, really glad that Junyang got in into the semi-finals of Project Superstar.

Thank you so so much to those who helped vote for him. I love you guys. =)

But.

I'm wondering why on earth did DERRICK GET OUT INSTEAD OF JASON?!?!

Derrick's voice, without a doubt, is definitely better than Jason's.

Derrick's. REALLY good-looking.

Jason is good looking too, but his voice is really not as good as Derrick's.

I'm not being bias nor judgmental, but really..Derrick should stay instead of Jason.

OH WELL.

There's always the "Revivial Round".

Really glad that Kelly went out.

I don't like her. =)

Off to study for tomorrow's History test.

I'm in love!!

2005-07-03T00:18:00.000+08:00

2nd July 05; Saturday-
I hereby declare that I'm in love!!!!!
With a guy called Derrick Hoh.
He's.
What can I say.
-swooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooons-
His voice is FABULOUS.
He's DAMNNN good-looking (or the majority say, cute).
He totally took my breath away when I heard his voice.
Whoooooooooooooo.
Been watching the recorded episodes of Project Superstar - Jue Dui Superstar.
I'm addicted to the show.
It rocks.
Oh and btw Initial D's grossed HK $13million already.
That's about... S$2.7million? Heh. =)
Gonna come online once a week only.
It's all about studyingforolevelsstudyingforolevelsstudyingforolevels now.

INITIAL D.

2005-06-24T00:34:00.000+08:00

23rd June 05; Thursday-
Whooo.
Initial D's finally in cinemas!!
Do catch the movie, it's not bad.
Went to the gala premiere on Tuesday, thanks to Poyan!!! I love her, she gave me the ticket to watch. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. There were like hell lots of people at the Red Carpet Reception and even more in the building itself. The moment Jay went up the escalator, the entire Shaw Centre was filled with screaaaaaaaaaaaaaams. Damn freaky. Haha. Oh and the cast just went from cinema to cinema and posed for photos. They didn't even stay to catch the movie. Oh welllll.
Went to catch the movie AGAIN today. Had no choice because I had already booked the tickets loong time ago and I promised my little girlfriend that I'll go watch with him. Hahahahaha. It was BLOODY irritating in the cinema, I tell you. The girl next to me laughed at EVERYTHING. The not funny bits she also laughed. Her laughter's not polite/sweet, it's irritating la. OH and there were like CHEENAS/BENGS who thought it was funny to laugh and comment LOUDLY at the movie. I shouted shut up to them and they shouted back some #@^*@ words, but at least they shut up. Heh.
SCHOOL'S REOPENING SOON!!!! >=(

Medicorp. Escape. Pool.

2005-06-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

17th June 05; Friday-
Had a hilarious dream last night.
Dreamt that I was in some contest and the organisers were asking who wanted to go first in the question-and-answer segment. I hurriedly put up my hand and said "I'll go first because I need to go watch Initial D later". LOL. So my question came, and it was related to Jay. The whooo factor: Jay was one of the judges in the contest and he came up to shake hands with me and ask me the question. Hahaha. Then the dream suddenly shifted to some weird scene where the Best Movie Theme award was given to some person. Jay thought he was gonna win (in reality, he really composed the 2 songs for Initial D) but obviously he didn't so he was pretty crestfallen. Since I was standing next to him, I placed my arm around him to comfort him but yet he said (in chinese) "uh don't touch my shoulder please I just injured it" so I shifted my arm slightly lower instead. LOL. Freaking hilarious I know, BUT nontheless I was smiling like mad when I woke up (since I actually shook hands with him and all that in my dream). Heh. =D
So anyway. Went to the live recording of Jue Dui Superstar on Wednesday night. My sis' good friend's bro is in the top 24, so I went to cheer for him along with 160 other supporters. Lol. I love M5 - Wei Lian. He's the blind person, but his voice is FREAKING GOOD, I tell you. FREAKING GOOD. I was damn touched by him when he sang I Believe at the recording. Think he was touched by himself too, because he was tearing after the song ended. He's really, really good. I'll definitely support him and my sis' friend's bro. Oh btw, my sis' friend's bro is M3 - Junyang. Do support him, his voice is loveeely. =)
Went out with Shar Yunhao Soon Mui Ping Teresa Huishan and Tiffane yesterday. We went to Escape, and I really enjoyed going on the new ride (I have zero idea what it's called though). The new Haunted House was pretty freaky. I grabbed on Mui Ping's shirt so tightly that she couldn't even walk. Hahaha. =D We went to K-Pool at Cineleisure after that. I finally know the bare basics of pool. Heh.
Went to IMM just now with Yeeeeeeee. She's finally back from her China trip and I love her because she bought me Jay stuff and a bag. Thank you my dear partner!
Saw the Toyota AE 86 just now at IMM. It looks like the real deal, even though it's not. Oh did you hear? There were 9 8m long Initial D cloth banners/posters hanging outside IMM and 2 got stolen. Each cost $2000 bucks. I saw the remaining few just now and I was so tempted to.. you know. =X BUT I didn't obviously.
Holidays are gonna be over so damn soon. Sigh.

Sorry..

2005-06-14T01:29:00.000+08:00

13th June 05; Monday-
If you're (somehow) actually reading this, just wanna say I'm sorry.
Really, really, really, really, really, really sorry.
I didn't realise it wasn't so wrong when I typed those words.
After I DID realise my mistake, it was too late to take the words back.
Anyhow, I really didn't mean any harm.

I'm Really Sorry..

Happy Birthday Mom!

2005-06-09T13:17:00.000+08:00

9th June 05; Thursday-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR LAO MA ZI!
May menopause not hit her so soon. =S
OH and Yunhao too! But that monster's in Thailand/Malaysia so I guess she can't see this. Hahahaha.
Gonna go eat Thai food later for dinner. Yay.
Jay's coming to Singapore on 21st, but I don't think I'm gonna go chase after him. It seems so..I don't know. Silly? And I most probably have D&T lessons on that day. Sigh. Besides, I can't really get much of a glimpse of him if I go to the red carpet ceremony at Lido on that day. There'll be hell lot of fans and reporters and cameramen crowding around. Yeaaaaa.
I miss Yeeeee. She's probably happily singing Jiang Nan along the Jiang Nan river and shopping at LSG road right now. LOL. Okay it's a private joke. =)
I neeeeeeed to studddddddddy. It finally occurred to me how freaking fked up I'll be if I score anything above 20 for Os. Mannnn.
14 days to go. =D

BACCCK.

2005-06-02T17:10:00.000+08:00

2nd June 05; Thursday-
I'M BACK I'M BACK!
Finally I can loudly announce that CHINESE OS ARE OVER.
WHOOOOOOOO.
I seriously seriously hope that I won't get anything below B4.
Prefects' Camp 05 ended yesterday. After Prefects' Night we sec 4s stayed up. It was kinda sweet, us bonding together in different ways. Most of us got an hour+ worth of sleep before it was time to wake up. Though the camp didn't really went smoooooooth since there were so many events happening, it was fun. Really. I enjoyed the camp though thanks to it I can't walk properly now. My muscles ache. Hahaha. But really, many thanks to the sec 3s for organising it. =) I wish it was still on though. Sigh.
Can you believe it?? Jay didn't win a damn award at the Taiwan GMA? What the hell la, seriously. Even my sis, who isn't exactly Jay's biggest fan, said that he deserves an award lor. Bahhhhh. Kill those brainless judges. >=(
I can't wait for Initial D to open in the cinemas!!!!!
Suddenly realised that I have holiday homework to do. I need to study. I must study. Sigh.
That's it for now I guess. Be back to update next week? Hahaha.

Quick Update.

2005-05-24T14:44:00.000+08:00

24th May 05; Tuesday-
A quick update here in my blog.
Didn't go to school today because I have another eye infection.
Don't know what's wrong with my left eye. It has been red since yesterday la. Sian.
Oh and another reason for not going to school? To study for Chinese Os.
Went out yesterday with Suyin, Poyan and Mye Chit. Went shopping around for a wedding gift. Heh. Bought a top from Forever 21 to wear for the wedding. It's damnnn nice but I have to find a white suit-jacket to wear over. Can't wait for their wedding. =)
Prefects' Camp coming up!!!! Whoooo can't wait. Don't scoff or roll your eyes okay, people who are not prefects. Prefects' Camp is really fun.
Watched Eric Moo's concert on Sunday. His voice is really good.
Chinese Os in less than a week. God.
A Happy 16th Birthday to Chee Png!
I'm hungry and I'm gonna go eat now.
Wasn't kidding when I said quick update. =)

Back.

2005-05-14T21:33:00.000+08:00

14th May 05; Saturday-
Okay I'm back to update. Told myself not to update until the exams are over.
Got a huge feeling my results are gonna be like shit. Sigh.
I left 2 weeks to study for Chinese Os. Sigh.
My favourite Tv channel now is Channel NewsAsia. It's so interesting. Seriously.
Now they're showing different cuts of diamonds. Sweet.
Haven't been exercising for the past 3 weeks. Gotta go start running/walking again.
Maybe it's a personal thing, but I seriously feel irked when people start "copying" others.
Ugh.
Perhaps it's peer influence when people speak like each other? I don't know.
Went ice-skating yesterday with Soon, Si Jia and Julie. It's so saddening that Kallang Ice World really closed down.
The ice there was so much better than Jurong. Jurong ice sucks and there are so many idiots showing off there.
Felt the fun I once felt again. I still wish Kallang would reopen again. =(
Sigh.
Can't wait for Chinese O's to be over. It will be a huge thing off the mind, I tell you.
I can't wait for Prefects' Camp either. Hope it's gonna be a blast. Oh yes Victoria, the camp's on the 30th May to 1st June if I'm not wrong.
Felicia, I did the filmroll thingy by finding a filmroll picture and pasting my pictures inside myself. Yup.
Am in the mood for hotpot againnnn. Crap.
Ooo it's gonna rain. Appropriate.

Sian.

2005-05-02T20:41:00.000+08:00

2nd May 05; Monday-
Just found out a perfect place for me to take great photos of the sky : My mom's room.
I've been taking beautiful pictures of the sky from my mom's room la.
Haha.
Took a few just now because the sky was purple.
Cool or what. Lol.
Anyway.
Science practical tomorrow and I haven't memorised a damn thing yet.
At least I've been studying for Chem and Amaths the past few days.
Heh.
Okay this post is actually redundant but whatever.
Figured I should post one last entry before laying off the com for the next few days/weeks.
Chinese 0's are SERIOUSLY looming ahead.
Crap.
And it irkes me when my style's taken away from me.
Ugh.
I'm damn irritated.
It's just that you don't know.
ANYWAY.
Gotta go bathe now.
Hopefully I'll seriously be a good girl and stop coming online.

Change Of Link.

2005-04-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

28th Apr 05; Thursday-
Changed my link already, in case you didn't know.
It's http://quotidianprovocations-.blogspot.com
=)

PHPPS WON THE BASKETBALL NATIONALS!!!

2005-04-26T17:34:00.000+08:00

26th Apr 05; Tuesday-
I have to take this opportunity to hao-lian a little bit.
PEI HWA PRESBYTERIAN PRIMARY SCHOOL [WHICH WAS MY PRIMARY SCH BTW] WON THE BASKETBALL NATIONALS!!!
AND MY BRO'S THE CAPTAIN OF THE TEAM. =D
TELL ME HOW POWER THAT IS.
2 CONSECUTIVE YEARS ALREADY LEH.
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.
Okay I gotta calm down a little bit.
Went to see the final match with Soonkheng just now. My mom and sis were there too. Yup. At 1st I told myself not to "ridicule" myself since I was like the only sec 4 there apart from Sk, but I couldn't take it anymore when the Pioneer Pri girls started screaming their heads off.
Now I have a bad throat.
I love my bro.
He really, really rocks. =)
Anyway.
Went prata-ing at 3am with Teresa on Saturday. LOL. Took quite a few hilarious pictures at the empty road near my house. Always wanted to do that. After that both of us took my weekly exercise route - walking to Bukit Panjang. Ran home at 7plus and slept for like 2 hours because I went to meet the girl who sold her Love Revolution Cd to me on Yahoo Auctions!!! I love Yahoo Auctions now, btw. It's damn addictive. =X BUT I'm so gonna stay away from it now. Heh.

Chinese Mid-Year.

2005-04-20T11:40:00.000+08:00

20th Apr 05; Wednesday-
Well as you can see from the time below, I'm not in school today.
And apparently everyone who said they're not gonna go school are not online, so I'm wondering, am I the only idiot who ponned school today?
Oh well.
Anyway. I've got a good reason for not going to school. It's to study for chinese mid-year, which happens to be TOMORROW!!
As soon as I finish updating in my blog I'm gonna go sit down and study.
So damn little time.
Ugh.
Anyway.
Went out on Friday to Orchard with Si Jia after school. Ate Seoul Garden!! Finally. Been craving it for ages. OH and Si Jia's bbq skills are so NOT trustable, I tell you. Her beef and pork turned out ALL BLACK. Yes, you read it right. It wasn't slightly brown or even dark brown; it was BLACK. That girl's so not cut out to be a bbq helper or something. Hahahaha.
Saturday went out to Orchard [AGAIN] with Wanxin, Sharlene, Amy and Zehra. We watched The Pacifier! It's pretty funny actually. Oh and I'm in love with Vin Diesel now. He's damn cute in a very manly way. Heh. =)
Walked to Far East after that to get my choco chip coffee buns and a caramel one for Si Jia. We split into 2 cabs and went to the University Cultural Centre to watch the Anne Of Green Gables. It was quite overwhelming to see the St Margs' girls all decked out in their dresses and shawls and looking ready to go for a prom or something. Haha. The play was pretty interesting actually. Enjoyed myself more or less, apart from the fact that the idiot sitting behind me kept kicking my chair until I was ready to turn around and pounce on him and strangle his puny little neck. UGH. He kept laughing and laughing and kicking and kicking for no God damn reason??! But thank God, his sidekick scolded him and they ended up quarrelling among each other until they fell silent. Hahahahaha. =D
After the play Si Jia, Wanxin and I went to eat prata. Stupid Wanxin started freaking us out by telling us how a girl got raped within 5 minutes when we were walking along a deserted dark road. Then I saw the Samsara Jc-Deceaux Ad at the bus-stop and I totally freaked out so I started running. Hahahaha. All I ended up with? Blisters. Ugh.
Monday had English Prelims Oral. Think I screwed it up majorly. I made no sense??! Oh God, I wished I had some other invigilator instead.
Went to the Ngee Ann Poly Maths Quiz thingy yesterday, and I scored a pathetic grade of 3. Si Jia overheard some guy from Bishan Park Sec saying this: "Eh you got 8? I got 9 leh." Something like that along the lines la. That's pretty demoralising to hear, if you ask me.
Okay I gtg study now. Still hoping that I'm not the only idiot who ponned school today. =\

UGH.

2005-04-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

13th Apr 05; Wednesday-
I know I'm not supposed to be online today.
I know I'm not supposed to be updating in my blog until Saturday arrives.
I know I have a damn SS Test tomorrow that I have yet to study for.
I know Chinese O's are coming.
BUT I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING PRODUCTIVE!!!
Yet I'm sitting here, rambling again when I should actually be off studying for SS or memorising the meanings of chinese vocabs or practicing for my English+Chinese oral or just plain doing my chinese compo that I was supposed to pass up last Thursday.
Someone give me a hard push on my back, yes?
I desperately need some motivationnnnnn.
-starts wailing

FAT.

2005-04-09T20:07:00.000+08:00

9th Apr 05; Saturday-
Is it possible for a person's face to grow fatter within 2 days?
Because apparently mine has.
Ugh.
ANYWAY.
Went out yesterday after school with CYNDI aka SI JIA.
We decided to call each other Cyndi and Slyee respectively.
Wanna know why Slyee?
Because I HATE SYLVESTER SIM, and I'm in a very SS mood.
Sucky Sly, Shitty Sly, Stupid Sly, you get the point.
I can sense rotten tomatoes and banana peels heading my way soon but WHATEVER.
I can't stand Sylvester. He can't even sing for God's sake, but yet the damn newspaper actually wrote this: "SYLVESTER: SINGAPORE'S ANSWER TO JAY CHOU?"
I'm like HELLO, Sylvester doesn't even sing well or write songs well, HOW ON EARTH can he be Singapore's answer to Jay??!
Ridiculous.
Anyway, as I was saying, I went Orchard with Si Jia. She wanted to get a pencil box and I wanted to get my Esprit wallet, but I didn't get it in the end. We went Far East and I bought the choco chips coffee bun! It's nice but DAMN sweet and fattening. Si Jia finally got to eat her Beef Noodles and we walked around until 6. Went to meet my sis to go watch a performance by Budak Pantai, a local acapella group which has been around for the past 10 years or so. Been a fan of theirs for the past 3 years, but yet I've only watched 2 performances of theirs so far. Haha. They are really, really good man. Oh and I never knew YMCA's rooftop serves as Budak Pantai's stage. Hahaha. The view of the sky from the rooftop was really beautiful yesterday man.
As usual I'm rotting away my Saturday. Sigh. Chinese O's Chinese O's. =(
Off to to the toilet.

Dreary. Bleary.

2005-04-02T14:31:00.000+08:00

2nd April 05; Saturday-
Such a dreary/bleary mid-afternoon.
Okay it's been like that since morning but oh well.
I wanna go walking but it's still raining and my mom hates it when I go walk in the rain, as much as I don't fall sick even if you put me infront of the air-conditioner when I'm soaking wet. Lol.
Got my new pair of specs! Double P. Purple and Plastic. Haha. It's pretty cool actually, because there are streaks of silver all around the frame, but it's slightly too big for my face I guess. Didn't realise it was big until some people told me so. Sighhhhhh.
Anyway. Went out last Sunday with Teresa to watch A Series Of Unfortunate Events again because I had to finish using my free movie tickets by this week. Did nothing much the past week, just that I came home early everyday and studied!! Damn happy with myself for finally studying. Heh.
Listening to Lin Junjie's new album now. He's a really, really good songwriter-singer. I've always been a HUGE fan of his until recently because I felt he's starting to sound like Jay in terms of both music and singing style, but after watching some programmes on him, I guess he's just drawing some inspiration la. After all, his songs still got his flavour in them. Yeaaa. The song in my blog now? It's one of his new songs. Really, really sweet song. =)
And I'm actually getting slightly bored about Jay's songs. =X BUT that doesn't mean I'm sick of Jay. Can't wait for the movie Initial D to come out!!!
I'm addicted to coffee buns now. They're damn sweet and fattening I know, but they're really nice. OH and I love the Taiwan Shilin Street Snacks!! Just the chicken I guess, since I haven't tried the rest. Haha.
Am in the mood for a fruit smoothie or anything that has to do with fresh fruits. Ahhhhhhhhh. Gonna go hunt for fruits now.

Day Out With Fubus.

2005-03-26T14:25:00.000+08:00

26th Mar 05; Saturday-
Seriously, I'm just lying to myself when I say I come online once a week only.
Yea so I do update once a week in my blog, but I use the damn com whenever my bro/sis are not using it when it's turned on.
It's just not working, my "gonna-study-like-mad-come-online-once-a-week" plan. All I've achieved so far? Nothing, except cheating myself.
If I sound grumpy and moody, that's partly due to the damn consistent pain in my stomach. Yes, I've got cramps again. Ugh.
Anyway. Went out with the Fubus yesterday. Thank God I wasn't late late late, otherwise I had to pay for dinner, which we didn't eat either, but oh well.
Had initially planned to go play pool, but we decided not to. Went to eat at the Cinecafe. Food wasn't that bad, but the portions are pretty filling. Went to the Cine arcade, and we played that table hockey or whatever you call it. Headed to Heeren and did window shopping as usual. Took photos with Yvee's cam! Can't wait for her to upload them. Walked over to Paragon after that and the only shop we went into was the Crumpler shop. I would love to get one of those crumpler bags because the colours are so gorgeous la, but they are so bloody ex I don't see the point in saving up cash like mad and then just blow it all on a bag.
Went over to Far East, where we did window shopping again. Finally stopped to rest, and Shar and I bought the XXL Chicken from the Shilin Taiwan Street Snacks. They are so not kidding when they say XXL. Ended up eating half of the chicken only, and brought the rest home. We took a bus back to Cine to go tcc. Soon ate a cheesecake, while the rest of us goofed around with the cam and chatted. Yunhao ought to be skinned alive for making so much noise. My God.
Yvee left early to go meet Fei Qian, and after that Soon left too. Yunhao, Shar and I walked to Taka to get something to eat and we headed home after that.
It was fun, going out with this bunch of crazy people. Hahaha. Missed going out with them. We should really do this more often you know, Fubus? Haha. =)
But then again, Mid-year and Chinese O's are coming, so we'll just have to wait until Mid-year and Chinese O's are over. And again, I swear I have to start studying hard. Don't wanna end up getting C6 for Chinese when I can actually obtain a B3 or even an A2 if I study HARD HARD HARD.

Town.

2005-03-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

19th Mar 05; Saturday-
My weekly update of my blog! Heh.
Went Orchard this afternoon with Daryl. Met up at 12plus and watched In Good Company. It's not that nice a movie actually. In fact, it's kinda boring. Haha. Oh and it doesn't end with a fairy tale ending, which is unique, but at the same time, it'll make you go "huh?? wth?? just like that??" Hahaha yea.
Ate at Hoi Lau San! It's a dessert shop from Hk and it's DAMN nice I tell you. Too bad there's only one shop in the entire Singapore and it's pretty ex, but it's worth every cent because the fruits they use are really top quality and the desserts are purely made from fruits. Yeaa. No sugar, no added flavouring, blahblah. Haha.
Walked around and went to tcc! Finally. I've been wanting to go sit down in tcc and drink coffee/eat cake for ages, but in the end I didn't order anything because the stuff inside are expensive, but their cakes are pretty heavenly. Heh. Packed one slice home. =) Oh and when we were walking in Cine, I suddenly heard this really familiar voice behind me. Thought it was Jocelyn, but then I turned around and saw CHEN YUNHAO AND SHARMAINE KHOO. LOL. =) Went to Thai Express to eat a proper dinner. Ordered Shrimp Paste Rice again!! It's damn addictive I tell you, but it's kinda salty. Yea. Oh well. Thai Express rocks. =D
Reached home at about 7 because Daryl had to go off early to some party. Yup. Oh and it was BLOODY irritating in the bus. I took 174 home instead of 77, and there was this girl who sat next to me. Her bf was standing next to her seat, and I don't know it's because they probably haven't seen each other in 7 years or they just are MADLY in love, but both of them couldn't keep their hands off each other. I mean, I really can't stand couples who go all way out and fondle with each other in the PUBLIC la. The guy decided to sit next to his gf and the girl moved in and I was squashed all the way in, and then he started hugging her, kissing, touching her neck back arms legs blahblah, and whenever he hugs her his stupid fingers will brush against my arm also because I was sitting really close to the girl because the seats are so bloody cramped. I was damn bloody pissed la. UGH.
Anyway. Met Teresa yesterday and we went to eat Sakae and played arcade! And I finally got my DKU-2 Nokia cable!!! Whooooooo. Thank you so much again, Teresa! =D
And seriously? My phone actually sucks in some aspects. I can't slot in a memory card, and the phone only has a 2MB memory in it. Like wth!?!?!? Ugh. Shall go ask M1 whether there's some way if I could increase the phone memory, but I highly doubt there is a way. =(
Okay next update's probably next Saturday again. It's like already Saturday and school reopens in 2 days' time. Or is it considered 1 day? Ahhh well, the point is, school holidays are already considered over. =( -wails
Oh and I don't know what's with me and wails. Hahaha.

New life.

2005-03-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

13th Mar 05; Sunday-
Okay it's supposedly Monday already since it's 12am, but oh well.
I tell you, BoA's one bloody lucky girl. She's got the looks, the figure, the voice, the songs, the popularity, yada yada. She is an object of envy man.
I want a new handset. Don't get me wrong, I still love my phone a hell lot, but I want a new handset. My flip's growing looser and I've dropped it twice already. Like totally @#%^*&*(&^ la. Ughhhhh.
Gonna go running tomorrow with Zehra in the morning at 8.30AM, if you can believe it. ME, DIANE LIM. Go RUNNING at 8.30AM. Go figure.
I don't usually do 8.30AMS during HOLIDAYS. Haha. Then we're gonna go eat prata after that. LOL. Oh well. One or two pratas won't hurt.
I'm actually damn intent on losing weight, but here I am posting about eating prata tomorrow. I ought to be shot.
La-dee-da.
I'm just blogging for the sake of blogging, since I won't be coming online for the next 5 days or something. Really wanna start being a good girl and shape my own path properly.
Can't afford to slack, daydream, get upset over itty-bitty insignificant things anymore.
It's hard, but sigh.
Wish me luck.

"Whether it's a, b or c, there ain't no point continuing building non-existent castles in the air."

O Levels.

2005-03-10T14:12:00.000+08:00

10th Mar 05; Thursday-
I'm back from school so early today. So surprising.
Got our ppr back today. Was relieved when I saw I failed only 2 subjects, but then I realised that my L1B4 remained the same. Sigh.
Told myself to start working hard from this week onwards, but here I am blogging when I should be using the time to go do some amaths sums or something.
Come March holidays, I'm definitely gonna start working hard. I'm gonna:
1) Come online only once a week.
2) Start bringing my books home, really sit down and open my textbooks to 3).
3) Start practicing sums on my own, memorise formulas and equations and make useful notes.
4) Go out only once a month.
5) START MEMORISING MEANINGS OF CHINESE WORDS AND HOW TO WRITE THEM!!!
O Level Chinese is like only 2 months away?? It's so freaky how time passes so fast.
It seems like just a moment ago I was fretting whether I would retain or not.
I feel so pressurized when I see people under stress because they're studying like mad and I'm not.
I MUST and I WILL achieve all I've said above.
I CAN DO IT!!
-starts chanting-
Lol that's so corny.
Oh well. I've got 3 more days to "relax" before I embark on my "studyforO's-studyforO's-studyforO's" journey.
Chinese textbooks await my arrival.

Kathe's Birthday.

2005-03-06T15:45:00.000+08:00

6th Mar 05; Sunday-
Okay first and foremost, Happy Birthday to Kathe!
Thanks for the movie yesterday. =)
Went out on Friday with Wanxin and Shiying. Bought a skirt! At first I didn't really like it because it's pleated and it somehow reminds me of Cyndi, but I love it now. Heh. And it's GREEN. =)
About 15 of us went out yesterday to celebrate Kathe's birthday, which is actually today but oh well.
Woke up at 2 and realised I was gonna be late for A Series Of Unfortunate Events. Lol. Rushed like mad and managed to miss only 10 minutes of the movie. Yea. It's not that nice a show. If only they had more unfortunate events. Hahaha.
Went to take neoprints with the girls. Bought a gorgeous pair of earrings. Waited for about 10-15 minutes for our table at Sakae. Ate quite little at Sakae for the first time in my life. Haha. After that we went to catch White Noise. It's BLOODY scary can?? And I was stupid enough to decide to train myself to sit alone and endure all the damn sound effects and the scenes. Ugh. OH AND NG CHEE PNG DECIDED TO BE FUNNY AND SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME TWICE BY SHOUTING "BOO!" AND SHAKING MY CHAIR WHEN THE MOVIE WAS AT THOSE "OMG-SOME-GHOUL-IS-GONNA-APPEAR!!" SCENES. But I forgive him, since he said sorry. LOL.
After White Noise Kathe, Liren, Chee Png and Xiangyang wanted to watch Hitch. I wanted to watch Hitch initially, not White Noise, so I stayed and watched the movie with them. Kathe left halfway. Wasted. It's quite a funny show, especially the part when the fat guy kissed Will Smith. So lol la. Haha. Shared a cab home after that. First time I stayed out until so late, but I'm planning to not go out anymore anyway. Haha.
Oh and sometimes I wonder whether it'll just KILL people not to comment and poke their noses around other peoples' lives. I guess yes, they'll just rot in hell and die if they don't. Really, get a life or something.

6170.

2005-03-01T17:54:00.000+08:00

1st Mar 05; Tuesday-
I've suddenly developed a fetish for "abstract" photos.
LOL.
Got my Nokia 6170!!!!!
Went to the M1 Shop at Westmall yesterday night with my mom to upgrade my phone.
I didn't really had to pay much because M1 gave an offer for the phone and I had my 6610 to trade in too.
So damn happy man.
At 1st I was kinda sad that I can't use mp3 as my ringtones, but then I found out that I can record clips and put them as my ringtones, so I recorded some songs and put them as my ringtones.
Now I'm a contented child. =D
Have been playing with my phone since last night. I just keep flipping it open, even though I really don't want to open my phone so many times because the flipping part will go lose after a period of time. Yea. But I can't help it laa. Oh and normally profile names are in the centre of the screen right? Mine's like just below the clock and there's a dash that follows my profile name after that. Damn coool. Oh and I can use animated stuff as my background. And there are different themes that I can apply, the phone's got a mini display infront and I can see myself when I take a photo, the phone's made of stainless steel and I can just go on and on and on and on about my phone. If I sound hao lian-ish, I'm so sorry but I REALLY CAN'T HELP IT. NOKIA 6170 REALLY ROCKS. Heh.
Stayed back for History vap and Mr Yee was showing us the movie "Windtalkers". It's damn nice la. I wanna go download and watch it again. Sharlene and I were like playing with our cameras and trying to hide from Mr Yee while we took some photos. LOL.
Okay I will stop about my phone. I can sense some frowning. Haha.
Anyway. I shall go record more voice clips now. Wahahaha.

Kathe In NUH.

2005-02-26T12:12:00.000+08:00

26th Feb 05; Saturday-
Was an eventful day yesterday. Went K-boxing with Sijia in the evening. We were singing halfway when Poyan smsed me and told me that Kathe was admitted into the hospital. He was helping the guides with their campfire or something and one of the netball poles fell and hit him on the head.
Was shocked when I heard it. Called Chee Png to inform him about it and Steven, Nigel and Liren were with him so all of us decided to go visit Kathe. Sijia and I bought a cake from tcc for him, but then we realised he couldn't eat anything. Lol.
Wanxin met us at the hospital at 10pm and we all went to Kathe's ward. He looked really weak and he sounded weak too. I felt pained for him. As much as Kathe might be an -cough- at times, we still do care for him la. Haha. He just got discharged today anyway. Yeaa. With "11 stitches on one wound and 5 stitches on another", as I quote Kathe. Hahaha.
Anyway. Had a great time at K-box, though there wasn't enough time for us to finish singing all our songs. Thanks to my dearest partner for K-boxing with me. Rest assured, your secret's safe with me. Heh. =)

Vexed.

2005-02-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

22nd Feb 05; Tuesday-
What if it all turns into something even more complicated than a triangle?
Three sides connected to one?
Darker sides of humans really invisible and undetectable?
Is there anyone trustable anymore?
Questions, questions.

MY GOD.

2005-02-19T16:11:00.000+08:00

19th Feb 05; Saturday-
MY GOD.
JAY'S WITH PATTY HOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M SO DAMN HAPPY MAN.
FINALLY, IT'S CLEAR-CUT THAT HE'S NOT WITH JOLIN.
WHOOOOOOO.
Okay for the benefit of many who obviously doesn't know who the hell is Patty Hou, she's the most famous female news broadcaster in Taiwan. And not forgetting to mention the prettiest too. Heh. A picture of her:

I'm so damn happy for Jay, but at the same time, sad. He's never gonna be mine. -sobs
LOL. Okay okay. But I really am glad for Jay. Heh.
Here are 2 pictures of them caught together in Japan.

Left: Jay's holding her hand. Right: Jay's arm around her.

He's with her he's with her he's with her. =D
Suddenly realised something. The paparazzi always managed to only get pictures of Jay having dinner with Jolin and nothing else, but yet they could get such intimate pictures of Jay and Patty. Oh and Jay came clean about him and Patty after a week of rumours flying around. After FIVE years of Jay+Jolin rumours, Jay didn't come clean about anything. I guess everything probably proves that they weren't together at all? Yeaa. Oh and I'm not insulting Jolin or anything so Jolin fans [especially Wanxin], don't get me wrong or anything yea.
OKAY Anyway. Haven't been able to update for the past few days because my HK relatives were in Singapore for a holiday. Showed them around the past few days. Sent them off at the airport yesterday morning. Came home at 1pm and slept all the way until 11am this morning. I'm totally freaked out la. I slept for nearly 24 hours?!?! That's a record man. But I was dead tired because I didn't get to sleep at all the previous night. Yeaa.
Anyway. Gtg. AND JAY'S WITH PATTY!! =D

Mp3.

2005-02-13T23:43:00.000+08:00

13th Feb 05; Sunday-
Okay I'm feeling bloody stuffed and my ankle's hurting.
Reached home around 10.30pm just now. Had tuition in the morning, then went visiting in the afternoon. Met up with Teresa in the evening to go hunt for a new mp3. Ended up with nothing. Went Sakae to eat. Ate a lot. Now here's the best part: WE SPENT 45 MINS JUST WAITING FOR A DAMN CAB.
LOL. Okay actually it's not funny. I was really going crazy and started singing at the top of my voice. LOL. It was like everytime we decided to move to a new location to wait for cabs, there were people waiting for cabs INFRONT of us and they came later than us? Oh and obviously they got the cabs. UGGGGGH. So Teresa and I were running around Orchard Boulevard just for a damn cab. Finally we decided to call a cab, and after being put on hold for 10 minutes, we finally got a cab. THANK GOD.
So anyway. I'm dead tired. My feet hurt. I still haven't completed my work yet and I have a dnt common test tomorrow which I haven't studied yet and most probably won't be studying for. Let's all say together: So screwed, so screwed.
I'm off to the toilet.

Cny.

2005-02-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

10th Feb 05; Thursday-
Just finished watching Jay's concert again. Am in that Jay-crazy mood again. Don't think I'll ever stop supporting Jay. Seriously.
Went back to my primary school on Tuesday to visit old teachers. Saw so many old primary school friends. Some turned into MAJOR posers, some just became more vain and ugh-ish. =S Went out after with my primary school friend to buy clothes for cny. Bought a red v-neck top from Samuel and Kevin to go with my brown cargo pants. Bought a white v-neck top from Giordano to go with a dark green skirt I bought from Far East. "Simple and vee-ny", my theme for cny this year. Lol.
Went visiting to a few places the past 2 days, obviously. Ate a hell lot at my neighbour's house yesterday. Am treated to a vegetarian lunch every year for the past 8 years or so. Vegetarian food is really, really damn nice, but fattening because everything's made of flour and flour=carbos. Yeaa.
Jay was on scv today!! But too bad I don't have scv. =(
I don't wanna go school tomorrowwwww. Well actually my mom allows me not to go for tomorrow la, but I'm probably gonna miss a day of school next week and I don't wanna have a bad record of missing school every week, so I will drag my shambling soul to school tomorrow. Ugh.
Okay gotta go do my emaths now. I hate loci and locus and whatever else is in that stupid chapter. >=(

Town.

2005-02-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

5th Feb 05; Saturday-
Okay okay I know I updated just last night. But I can't updating again. Heh.
Went town early this morning to get my hair cut. It's so much thinner and shorter now. Yay. But my hair's probably gonna grow out all thick and crappy like 2 weeks later or something. Ugh.
Wanted to go shopping for cny clothes but didn't eventually. Went to Sembawang Music to get my copy of Incomparable To Jay's dvd!!!! WHOOOO. I like the guy who was the cashier this afternoon. He was so sweet. Hahaha. I saw the Incomparable To Jay concert poster that was supposed to come free with only the vcd. Asked the guy whether they could sell the poster separately. He asked me how much I was willing to pay. I said how much were they willing to charge. LOL. He contemplated for 5 secs and decided to give the poster to me for free. Whooooo. And he was totally like "Don't tell anyone k? I give you the poster as a free gift." Sweet. =D
I am so going to continue buying my cds from Sembawang music. =)

probably the best day of the week so far.

2005-02-05T01:02:00.000+08:00

4th Feb 05; Friday-
Went out after school today with Sijia the dearest to help her hunt for bottoms. And she just kept looking at tops. LOL.
I just kept disagreeing with all "cake skirts" and "zippy skirts" she picked out. Hate them, those dreadful things.
BUT in the end we did manage to find some decent-looking and even nice skirts at Far East. Occasional flares behind kept appearing. Wahaha. =D
Ooo am honoured that Sijia actually bothered to listen to my opinions and heeded my advice. Thanks for going out with me girl. It stopped my mind momentarily from churning and swishing and whirling.
But obviously the frequents sightings of "Jay" and "music" and "headphones" and "Sony" reminded of the reason why I have been depressed the past few days.
Whoever who took it really ought to be shot and rot in hell. Bloody bitchface ass. UGH.
Anyway. Had actually bought Incomparable To Jay Live Concert Dvd this afternoon, but decided to sell it away.
Don't know what got into me. Haha.
Exchange of money and goods equaled to babble session. Lol. =)
Today was probably the best day of this week.
Thanks to my ever-dearest partner YeeSiJia and y o u . =D

i wanna turn time back i wanna get it back.

2005-02-02T21:44:00.000+08:00

2nd Feb 05; Wednesday-
I so desperately wanna turn back time.
I wanna get it back.
I'll do whatever it takes just to get it back.
I can't help but feel helpless.
I wanna turn the tap off but I can't.
It just keeps flowing and flowing and flowing.
I'm exhausted.
I want it backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

I will relax.

2005-02-01T20:38:00.000+08:00

1st Feb 05; Tuesday-
I will breathe.
I will relax.
I will not feel fukc-ed up for the rest of the night.
I will not think negatively.
I will try to stop being oversensitive/paranoid.
I will countdown to tomorrow for Jay's concert dvd's release.
I will have Jay's songs pounding into my ears later.
I will calm myself down.
I will go to sleep now.

To the one who sits next to me in class.

2005-01-29T01:02:00.000+08:00

28th Jan 05; Friday-
I promised Sijia that I was gonna update tonight.
And that the entry was gonna be dedicated to her.
So.
Here's to you Sijia. =)
Thanks for being a partner who never fails to baffle me everyday why I'm stuck next to you for every other lesson except Humanes and English. LOL.
Nah I'm just kidding.
Thanks for being such a sweet soul. For helping me download songs immediately after I request for help, for listening to me ramble and ramble and ramble on in class and online, for being such a modest and generous person, for making an effort to understand those mumbo-jumbos that I always gabble to you about even when my voice is drowned out by that ever-maximum-volume radio headset of yours, for trying your best to cheer me up even though you know I'm in that impossibly-moody state of mind, for being a listening ear and basically, just being a great friend of mine. You truly deserve much more than those 2 Blueberry muffins I brought to school for you. Heh. =)
Okay I have to stop praising you otherwise you're gonna feel TOOOOOOOOO honoured and happy about yourself. LOL. =D
But seriously. I don't know if you were unwittingly drawn into the "dilemma", but I really do appreciate your views and thoughts concerning it. Thanks girl. =D
This is probably the only time I'm gonna admit this on my blog: Sijia rocks [to a certain extent]. HAHAHA. =D

v e x f r u s t r a t e u p s e t a n g e r .

2005-01-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

27th Jan 05; Thursday-

YOU - CONTRADICT.
YOU - DON'T HAVE A DAMN LIFE.
YOU - CONFUSE.
YOU - ALOOF.

I - RESENT.
I - ANGERED.
I - VEXED.
I - BLOODY UPSET.

Jurong Island.

2005-01-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

25th Jan 05; Tuesday-
Just ended tuition. So tired.
My eyes' have been bloody tired since morning. I wish I could just go sleep now but I can'tttttt.
History test tomorrow and though I've spent like 2 hours studying yesterday, I can't remember much. UGH.
I HATE MR YEE. >=(
Anyway. Went to the Chem Gallery in Jurong Island today. Nothing much to see, obviously. Hahaha. The only thing that was nice was the view of the sea from above.
Okay I've gotta go study now.
UGGGH.
Jay rocks. LOL.

"Cease it all now. I don't wanna feel that yes-or-no sensation everyday."

Incomparable To Jay Cd + Vcd.

2005-01-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

21st Jan 05; Friday-
Whoo I've finally gotten my Incomparable To Jay Live Cd + QLX Vcd!!!
Yayyy.
And the Grandeur de D Major book!!
Oh AND Jay's 3rd album! [finally!]
Went Orchard today in the late afternoon. Was scanning the Kino shelves hoping to see Jay's book when I spotted the last copy, sitting there, beckoning me to reach out and grab it. LOL. Turned it over and realised it was cheaper than it was supposed to be. Asked the sales assistant and it turns out that I had the last copy of the China import. The Taiwan import sold out ages ago. Am still wondering whether there's any differences between the 2 books, besides the fact that the Taiwan import is in Traditional Chinese while the China import is in Simplified Chinese. Oh well. Hopefully it's the same.
Went to HMV to buy the Jay cds. The Incomparable To Jay Live Cd + QLX Vcd came with a free calender poster. Wish I could have my cd booklet refunded because it's all dirtied at the edge but I was thinking that it's impossible to make them open another new Cd and get the cd booklet out just to exchange for me. Sighhh. Decided to buy Jay's 3rd album at the same time because it was a "clearout" cd and was on offer.
Was listening to the Live Cd just now for about 2plus hours. Sang along until my throat hurt and still hurts. Hahahaha. Gonna listen to the cd again later!!
Now there's only one dvd I'm looking forward to, and that's the Incomparable To Jay Live Dvd. Hahaha. Can't wait can't wait. =D
Some stupid bug making me itchy all over. Shall go bathe again. Uggh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAYYY.

2005-01-18T18:07:00.000+08:00

18th Jan 05; Tuesday-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY!!!!!!
LOL. Like he's gonna even know that I, Diane Lim, wished him Happy Birthday.
But oh well.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Haha.
Anyway. Just came back from school. Can't help but feel unhappy. It's not anyone's fault, but I just can't help it yea know? Yea. So. I'm saying sorry here to the fubus for being so moody just now. Sorrryyy.
Sijiaaaa. Should I or should I not?
Just updating for the sake of wishing Jay happy birthday. Lol.

JAY OVERDOSE. JAY OVERLOAD. I MISS JAY. I MISS JAY.

2005-01-15T17:52:00.000+08:00

15th Jan 05; Saturday-
I'm gonna start all over again.
I MISS JAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
OH GOD.
SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Transferred all the audio clips recorded from the Singapore concert into my mp3 yesterday till around 3 plus.
Been listening to them since yesterday.
And I feel like as though I'm there again.
Oh God oh God.
I need an overdose of Jay now.
Anyway.
Wanted to go out today but woke up late and forgot all about asking my friend to go out.
Haha.
I can't get the Jay book!!!
Kino's out of stock already.
Shit man.
Ughhh.
And the Incomparable To Jay Concert cd + dvd is only gonna be out NEXT WEEK.
I'm so gonna die of waiting or something.
UUGGGH.
Oh Taufik's album is out!
Heh.
Okay I'm going off to watch more videos.
=D

BACCCCCCCCCCK.

2005-01-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

13th Jan 05; Thursday-
WHOOO MY COM'S FINALLY HERE!!!
Yayyyy now I can come online everyday or something.
If I have the time, that is.
Haha.
Anyway.
School's getting busier.
It feels like as though I'm having amaths tuition everyday.
Yeouch.
Oh well.
Just saw so many videos+pictures from the Incomparable To Jay Concert posted up on jay-chou.net, the biggest Jay forum around.
And I'm feeling that crazy "ohGodI'llkilljusttotalktoJay!!!!!!" feeling again.
Downloading the videos like crazy now.
Can't wait to watch man.
I miss Jayyyyyy. ='(
And I still haven't gotten his book yet.
Ugh.
I MISS JAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. -starts sobbing-
Oh yes.
Whoever you are who TRIED to pose as Yunhao, you might want to try using your real name or something instead because in case you didn't know, Yunhao's like one of my closer friends and we do NOT scold each other mofos. Uh huh. Like seriously get a life or something. Oh no. Just buzzing off will do. Yea.
Anyway. Gtg. The bed beckons me.

HK.HK.HK.HK.HK.

2004-12-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

28th Dec 04; Tuesday-
I wanna go live in Hongkong for 3 years.
Or maybe more.
Yes I'm finally back from Hk but I don't miss Singapore a single bit.
Okay so I do miss the clean streets and the smoke-free air.
But other than that.
I WANNA GO BACK TO HK THIS INSTANT.
I LOVE HK I LOVE HK I LOVE HK.
Wanted to postpone my flight but my damn ticket was a non-refundable, non-exchangable, non-blah this non-blah that.
UGGGGGGGH.
I really do love Hk.
Shopped quite a bit.
Bought back presents.
Finally found shades that suit my face.
And I finally got a mp3 player!!
My Godpa bought it for me as a Christmas present.
WHOOOOOO.
I wanna go back to Hk and live there until I'm sick of that place.
I love the foooooood and the shopppppping and the weather!!!!!
Around 19 degrees when I left Hk.
But my mom, who's still in Hk, says that the temperature will drop to 11 by Friday.
Is that cool or what.
I'LL GLADLY SACRIFICE CLEAN AIR AND BE IN HK RIGHT NOW.
I'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms.
LOL.
But Hk's a really lovely place.
Really.
The only thing bad is that they smoke EVERYWHERE.
And, well, they stare at you if you don't wear a jacket.
AND they step on your foot without saying sorry.
Everyone there have covered-shoes on their feet, not open-toe shoes.
But oh well.
It's really a lovely place.
Too bad I didn't had enough time there.
Sigggggh.
Okay I shall stop rambling on about Hk.
Anyway.
As usual I'm at my cousin's house.
Transferring songs to my mp3!!!!
Whooo.
Gotta wake up early tomorrow for Sec 1 Orientation Camp.
Prefect duty, as usual.
Am stopping here for the time being.
Will try to update again before the new year starts.
OH and btw.
TAUFIK'S "I DREAM" MV IS SHOWING AT 12AM ON 1ST JAN!!!!
GO WATCH GO WATCH.
Hahahaha.
Can't wait for his album to come out.
Okay OKAY.
I'm going away now.
HK ROCKS.
HK HK HK HK HK HK HK HK HK HK HK HK HK HK HK HK HK HK HK HK.

I AM BACK.

2004-12-17T13:41:00.000+08:00

17th Dec 04; Friday-
I AM BACK.
Okay not really.
Using my cousin's com again.
And I'm updating before I'm off to Hongkong!!!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOO.
Can't wait can't wait.
But I'm damn scared too.
Scared that anything bad might happen.
Touch wood la.
Just in case something really happens, I just want everyone to know that I love Jay.
LOL.
That's so bloody lame.
Okay seriously. I just want everyone to know that I do love you people and thanks for being there for me.
I just refuse to add the word "once" at the end of the previous sentence.
Ugggh I'm getting nervous.
May everyone bless me.
Hahaha.
Will try to find a cybercafe in Hk and update my blog again.
Hopefully I won't PUT ON ANY MORE WEIGHT!!!
UGGGGGH.
Oh and if there's anything really important, you guys can still msg me.
I've got roaming service.
Heh. =)
AND YUNHAO YOU ARE SO DAMN DEAD. YOU STILL OWE ME 14+ BUCKS. YOU ACTUALLY DARED TO COME ONTO MY BLOG AND POSE AS JAY AND JOLIN AGAIN AND YEA I AGREE WITH WANXIN FOR THE FIRST TIME. YOU'RE INSULTING JOLIN BECAUSE SHE ISN'T SO LOW AS TO AGREE TO A "THREESOME"?? AND YOU'RE INSULTING ME TOO. BIG TIME. I SHALL SCAN IN ONE OF YOUR SEC 2 PHOTOS I TOOK FROM THE CHALET AND PLASTER IT ALL OVER MY FRIENDSTER AND MY BLOG. WHOOO HOOOO, YOU ARE SO DEAD.
That teaches ANYONE OF YOU not to mess with me. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. -cackles-
Okay before I go!!! Have to list down a few people I'm gonna miss:
-HAZEL "WHAT DID YOU SAY?? I CAN'T HEAR YOU!!" GOH.
-YEEEEEEE "SEXY GIRL" SIJIA.
- THE FOREVER RETARDED BUNCH OF PEOPLE, FUBUSSSS.
- Err. And everyone else? Hahahahaha.
OH and before I forget: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WANXIN AND DARYL! Okay Happy Belated Birthday. =D
Okay I really have to go now. So sorry I can't go around and tag on blogs! I'll do that the minute I come back or the minute I touch a com. Heh. Take care people!! =D

JAY'S INCOMPARABLE

2004-11-30T22:20:00.000+08:00

30th Nov 04; Tuesday-
And FINALLY I can update.
Finally.
Whoo how I've missed you my dear blog.
Lol.
Anyway.
I have to get this statement off my chest:
JAY'S REALLY DAMN INCOMPARABLE!!!!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG.
HIS CONCERT WAS TOTALLY A BLAST MAN.
DAMN FREAKING GOOD.
SO NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
JAY'S THE BEST I TELL YOU.
REALLY.
EVEN PEOPLE WHO WEREN'T EXACTLY FANS OF JAY'S AGREE WITH ME THAT JAY'S REALLY GOOD.
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
NOW I WANNA GO WATCH HIM SOMEHOW.
Okay I'll start all over again.
Went to curl my hair for fun on Friday. Met Huishan and Teresa after that. Took train to Kallang and walked all the way to Singapore Indoor Stadium. Bought lightsticks outside. They confiscated my drinks. Damn. Anyway. The concert started at around 8.45pm and Jay kicked off the concert with Yi Fu Zhi Ming. Wait let me list all the songs he sang here for fun:
- Yi Fu Zhi Ming
- Zhi Zhang Zhi Shang
- Ta De Jie Mao
- Ni Ting De Dao
- Hui Dao Guo Qu
- Xing Qing
- Zui Hou De Zhan Yi
- Ti Tian
- Yuan You Hui
- Jiang Jun
- Luan Wu Chun Qiu
- Ba Wo Hui Lai Le
- Shuang Jie Gun
- Long Quan
- Shuang Dao
- Long Juan Feng
- Jie Kou
- Qing Tian
- An Jing
- Ye Ye Pao De Cha
- Dong Feng Po
- Ge Qian
- Hei Se You Mo
- Jian Dan Ai
- Kai Bu Liao Kou
- Qi Li Xiang
Yahooo. His special guests were Wen Lan and Nan Quan Mama!!! Whooooo. Suddenly realise that I type all the songs out also not much of a use because most people won't know what songs they are. Hahahaha.
Anyway. Screamed and shouted and waved my lightsticks and all that for about 2 1/2 hours. Yea. Right at the end I could have gotten the props?! One of Jay's dancers had went back on the stage to collect the props then I was like saying can I have one and he was prepared to come down to pass one to me THEN THE STUPID GIRLS BEHIND ME JUST HAD TO RUN INFRONT OF ME AND START SCREAMING FOR IT. IN THE END I COULDN'T GET THE PROPS. WTF LA. UGGGGGHH.
Anyway. After the concert the 3 of us sat on the pavement for awhile. Then there were these bunch of girls who started screaming "lai le lai le" and they were running towards vans la. So we were like "sui lai le?" and they just ignored us. I think they thought they were gonna be able to chase after Jay but they thought wrong because about 10 minutes later, the real van carrying Jay came out. LOL. And the NQMM van also la. Hahahaha. I wish I jumped infront of the van and stopped Jay or something. HAHAHAHAHA.
After that went to Huishan's house to stay. Couldn't sleep till about 5am. Just kept thinking about the concert!!!!! The next morning woke up and heard on the radio that they were adding extra seats for the 2nd concert. I wanted to go watch la but Huishan and Teresa said not to waste my money. And my mom wouldn't have allowed anyway. But I really wanted to go watchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ='(
Got my friend to help me buy a mug because I didn't buy any merchandise from the concert. The mug's orange! Hopefully it's nice. =) Thanks for helping me buy! =D
Oh and when I was at Huishan's house it was totally wth la. We were watching mtv chinese and they kept showing Jay's mtvs? Oh and yea Jolin's. Don't know what's up with the Jay-Jolin thingy. -frowns- And they just kept showing Jay stuff. God. I was so bloody tempted to book tickets for that night's concert laaaaaa. Ugh.
I miss Jayyyy. And I wish I was at Heeren when he was there?! Oh and Beach Road la. I miss Jayyyyyyyy. ='(
I think damn little people actually know how I feel right now. All of you are just smirking at me right? Haha. I sound so.. childish. Lol.
This is the longest entry ever man. I don't wanna stop typing somehow but my cousin's gonna chase me away soon anyway. Oh and people do stay awhile to wait and listen my blog music!!! Yeaaa.
OH AND IT'S THE FINAL SHOWDOWN OF SINGAPORE IDOL TOMORROW!!!! TAUFIK ALL THE WAY. Oh ya my friend said that Sylvester was sitting infront of him at Jay's concert. Lol. But whoo. TAUFIK TAUFIK. =D
Okay and the next time I'm updating is AGES AWAY again so have fun reading this Jay entry over and over again!!!!! =D
I just can't seem to stop rambling. I miss Jay I miss Jay I miss Jay. And all I want for the rest of my life is JAY.

DOWN AGAIN.

2004-11-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

23rd Nov 04; Tuesday-
My com's down.
AGAIN.
That's the reason why I haven't been updating the past few days.
Oh well.
Gonna use my cousin's com like crazy now.
Heh.
Anyway.
Celebrated my bday with the fubus.
Okay not really.
But yea.
Went to my club with them in the morning to "work out".
Haha.
Rushed home after that with Yunhao.
Went out again.
Wanted to catch The Incredibles.
But couldn't make it in time.
Went to eat steamboat with Yunhao instead.
Took neoprints after that.
Went home very soon after.
Was feeling like crap.
Started bawling my guts out.
Felt so bloody damn bad/guilty towards my mom.
Don't know why.
Now I think back I can feel the urge to tear again but I WILL NOT.
ANYWAY.
Went to eat dinner at Sakae the next day to celebrate my bday belated-ly.
And I finally believe in love at first sight.
Heh.
Okay not really love.
But instant attraction.
Sijia you will know what I mean.
=D
Had a really dumb dream about Sylvester.
Dreamt that he was in my OBS group?!
LOL.
OMG Jay's concert's in 3 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!
Stayed up the entire night yesterday to watch his 2002 concert and his mvs again.
Hahahahaha.
I seriously can't wait.
But I'm not as excited as I expected myself to be.
Oh well.
Oh yea before I forget I must thank the following people for the presents I've received so far:
Teresa - J Lo's Still!!
Rose & Ting - Atzigue.
Yunhao - My bday cake which you ate up but nvm.
Soon - The pouch. But it's too sweet smelling. Hahaha.
Sharlene - I absolutely love the bracelet thingy. It's really damn nice.
Sijia - My soon-to-come Bossini pants.
Hazel - My soon-to-come pillow.
Huibing - I don't know what you are gonna give me yet but thanks for it. Heh.
I can't think of anyone else who's gonna give me presents. Hahaha.
Oh well.
It's kind of sad that my bday's already over.
Really sad.
=(
Sigh.
The next time I'm gonna update is like a few gazillion years later so for the time being, don't miss me. =D

WHY OLINDA. WHY WHY WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

2004-11-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

19th Nov 04; Friday-
WHY OLINDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
WHY OLIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.
SHE'S SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.
WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
MUST BE THOSE STUPID CHEENA PEOPLE WHO DON'T KNOW HOW TO VOTE.
I MEAN NOT ALL ARE STUPID AND CHEENA LA.
I DON'T HATE SYLVESTER.
BUT I OBVIOUSLY RATHER OLINDAAAAAAAAAAAA.
SHE'S SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.
But come to think of it, it kinda makes voting easier in a sad sense.
Like, if it were Taufik and Olinda as Final 2, I sure don't know who to vote for.
Yea.
At least now I know I confirm will vote for Taufik and only Taufik.
But why why why.
It's so saddeningggggggggggggggggggggggg.
BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

One More Day.

2004-11-19T01:42:00.000+08:00

19th Nov 04; Friday-
Okay so I guess I should start typing my posts according to the time.
Like it's 12.43am now so it should be 19th, not 18th.
I always typed according to whether I've slept past a day or not.
Okay I don't make sense do I.
Nvm.
Anyway.
While Sijia's happily sharing a tent with Juliana, I shall type here that I miss her.
LOL.
Can't wait for Saturday to come!
Heh.
And I can't wait for next Friday either!!!!!!
Whooooo.
Oh and 17th Dec.
Hahaha.
I'm so hyper.
Maybe it's because of the hot chocolate.
-ponders-
Oh and maybe it's because of [and I quote] the red ocean?
Literally.
LOL.

Pain.

2004-11-17T15:45:00.000+08:00

17th Nov 04; Wednesday-
I'm in pain.
Again.
Oh God.
Save meeee.
>='(
Uggggh.
Anyway.
Just finished watching a new Hk serial.
Am feeling so sad.
As much as I know it's cliche, I do prefer to watch happy-ever-afters than sad endings.
The show I was watching was so funny and happy and right at the end, the guy dies in his wedding suit.
I mean like wthhhhh.
So bloody saddening laaaa.
I just wish that scriptwriters make up their minds on whether they wanna write a total sob story or a happy and bouncing one.
Don't mix and match wrongly.
Okay I'm so grouchy because of the stabbing pain in my damn stomach.
Ugh.
Shall go hunt for my panadol now.

2004-11-16T01:12:00.000+08:00

15th Nov 04; Monday-
I can't believe I'm actually shaking my leg to Jolin's songs.
I mean.
Like.
Huh?!
Something's wrong with me.
I mean no offense.
But I can't believe I'm actually listening to her songs in the middle of the night.
So bizzare.

Uggh.

2004-11-15T21:46:00.000+08:00

15th Nov 04; Monday-
I'm like updating nearly every day.
Haha.
Anyway.
I need to lose like a hell lot of weight before going to Hk man.
I can't afford to put on any more weight.
I'll just die.
I can totally predict putting on 5kg when I go Hk.
Ughhhh.
Anyone have any suggestions on how to lose weight fast?!?!
Save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I'm going out of my mind here.

one of the many boulders lifted from my shoulders.

2004-11-15T02:24:00.000+08:00

14th Nov 04; Sunday-
Whoo.
I feel so much better now.
Finally got one of the many boulders lifted from my shoulders.
If you [you should know who you are] are reading this, even though I told you not to but you still decided to read, Thank You.
Hopefully you'll be able to get over everything soon.
Yup.
Finally I can get one of the problems that's plagued me since sec 1, settled.
Pretty happy.
Oh and I love my pic now!
It's niceee.
Heh.
Okay I'm supposed to go sleep now.
Am tired.
6 more days!
12 more days!
34 more days!
I hope I counted correctly.
LOL.
=D

Bored.

2004-11-12T13:31:00.000+08:00

12th Nov 04; Friday-
I'm bored.
Like B.O.R.E.D.
Okay not really thaaat bored since I've got some movies to watch in my com.
Heh.
But I'm still bored.
I've got nothing to do.
Okay actually I do.
Studying and packing my house.
Yea.
But. I'm not in the mood to do those stuff.
And it's raining now!!
I just become all lazy when it rains and I don't know why.
Haha.
Woke up early to go school to pass up the consent form for the Graduation Night.
Hopefully the Graduation Night will be fun.
Okay this is freaky.
MY MUSIC JUST STOPPED BY ITSELF AND WENT ON TO THE NEXT TRACK.
OMG.
-looks around nervously-
Yeoooooooooooucccccch.
Anyway in response to Yunhao's tags, Yunhao you're so "profound" I have no idea what you're talking about. Haha. And Yvee, I'm going to HK on the 17th Dec. Yup. So you guys still can celebrate my birthday with me!!
Wahahahaha.
As usual, I'm gonna sign off with these:
8 more days!
14 more days!
=D

Happy.

2004-11-10T16:17:00.000+08:00

10th Nov 04; Wednesday-
I'm going Hongkong!!!
Whooooo.
Can't wait.
Been quite awhile since I've been there.
So exciteedddd.
Heh.
Love my new blogskin.
Quite "me".
Just love the different shades of grey.
Lovely.
And it's not a typical skin either.
Sweet.
Hahahahaha.
The only thing I don't really like is the picture.
Can't find a really good picture to go with the dull colours.
Yea.
Oh well.
My wound's still not healing.
And it's itchyy.
Like bloody itchy now.
Ugggh.
But I can't scratch.
Later got scar.
I think I'll have a scar anyway.
The big wound's scab came off when I put a bandage over it.
Diee.
My mom says there's definitely gonna be a scar there.
Oh no oh no.
='(
Sigh.
Anyway.
10 more days!
16 more days!
=D

I GIVE UP.

2004-11-09T17:37:00.000+08:00

9th Nov 04; Tuesday-
I GIVE UP ON MY BLOG.
SERIOUSLY.
I HATE HTMLS I HATE HTMLS I HATE HTMLS.
OMG MAN.
LIKE.
UGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH.
I NEED A BREAK SOON OTHERWISE I'M GONNA GO OUT OF MY MIND.

Random.

2004-11-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

8th Nov 04; Monday-
Am hooked on the Nelly song.
Over And Over.
Sweet song.
Desree's You Gotta Be is nice too.
Trying to listen to more English music nowadays.
Getting slightly sick of the latest typical pop tunes being churned out by aspiring Chinese singers nowadays.
But on the other hand, I can't stand listening to hip-hop either.
All the low-key rapping.
Oh well.
Went to eat Sakae Sushi buffet this afternoon.
Broke my personal record.
I'm still feeling so bloody damn bloated la.
Haha.
Been getting bites all over.
I have no idea why.
So itchyyyy.
And I'm still peeling and peeling.
Ugh.
12 more days!
18 more days!
Whooooo. =D

Aww. Oww.

2004-11-06T21:38:00.000+08:00

6th Nov 04; Saturday-
I'm touched.
And I'm so not gonna run after a bus anymore.
Lol.
I'm touched because my primary school best buds are such sweet souls.
Went out today with them.
Went to eat Seoul Garden [finally!] .
And they bought me a slice of cake as a Happy Early Birthday Cake.
Awww.
And then they proceeded to buy me a bottle of Aztique, the perfume I've been wanting from The Body Shop.
Awwwww.
So touchedd.
I love you guys. =D
And I'm not gonna run after a bus anymore.
Seriously.
Soon Kheng and I are like.
Totally LOL.
We ran after 173 yesterday.
She took a shortcut while I just ran on the path.
We ended up banging into each other.
The LOL thing?
I scraped and scratched my knee and elbow badly.
Soon just suffered a cut on her palm.
Like totally LOL la.
Hahahaha.
Oh well.
Now I can't walk around easily.
Hahaha.
Anyway.
14 days and 20 days more!
Heh. =D
Well for Si Jia, it's 19 days only right?
Wahahaha. =D
Oh well.
Gonna go paste my 4th adhesive pad on my knee now!

whirling.

2004-11-02T16:02:00.000+08:00

2nd Nov 04; Tuesday-
So sick of feeling this way.
I just wanna shake off the feeling of guilt and sit back without having to worry.
Words can't really describe how I feel.
I just want to let go some responsiblity for the time being.
But I can't.
I'm starting to sound so cliche.
Ugh.
I'm rubbishing.
Really rubbishing my time away.
I'm starting to talk in codes too.
Self-amazement and self-amusement.
Somebody stop me from rubbishing any more further.

BACK.

2004-10-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

29th Oct 04; Friday-
I'M BACK.
AFTER 5 DAYS OF BLISTERS AND SUNBURNT SKIN AND SWOLLEN LIPS.
AND NOT FORGETTING TO MENTION A DAMN FREAKING FLU AND A THROAT THAT JUST CAN'T BE CLEARED.
BUT OH WELL.
I'M BACK!!!!!!
I guess I really have to admit that I kinda miss OBS?
At 1st I couldn't wait to get back home.
But then I'm kinda missing it now.
Feels weird.
Oh well.
Nila Utama all the way. =D
Yunhao was my kayaking partner!!
Whoooo Yunhao you're such a sweet soul for bearing with my constant blowing of nose in the middle of the night, kopping tissue with me everyday, not giving up on me when we kayaked together, cheering me up at the right times, not farting into my face in the tent, sharing your mosquito repellent with me, carrying the tent with me and most importantly, for helping me through when I had my near-to-break-down moments. =D
I wished I had the chance to go on the obstacle course and flying fox. >='(
Blame it all on the weatherrrrrrr.
Sigh.
Nila Utama all the way!!
I love my group? Okay I don't love my group.
But whatever. Nila Utama still rocks. =D
I miss my instructor!!!!!!!!
He's so bloody damn lame but he's so damn niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I didn't even get to say bye to him. =(
Oh wellllll.
The only thing I didn't like about OBS was the trekking.
Eee.
Hahaha.
They sure gave too much food.
Had to throw away some to lighten my load.
Haven't bathed thoroughly yett.
Feel so sticky.
Ahh.
I'm not retaining!!!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
So glad.
And Christopher's finally out!!!!!!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
So happy.
Wahahaha.
For the time being, I'm contented with everything.
Heh.
Oh I so wanna pitch a tent in my house now.
Where are the pegs and the spacers?!
LOL I'm going crazy.
I'm so scared I start sleep talking like Naomi.
Oh welll.
I'm off to bathe and I'm gonna tuck myself nicely into my bed.
Bahhhhhhhhh.
I'M BACK FROM OBS AND I MISS IT AND I WANNA GO KAYAKING NOWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

OBS HERE I COME.

2004-10-24T23:22:00.000+08:00

24th Oct 04; Sunday-
I just knew it.
I packed my stuff yesterday and I thought everything's settled already.
I just knew it. I missed out my face wipes.
And I only remembered them at 10+.
Ran down to Shop and Save to buy but it was closed.
7 11 and Esso doesn't sell them.
Oh crap.
Somebody save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. >='(
I'm excited about OBS I guess.
Am hoping I'll get mobile.
But I wouldn't mind living in residential for 1 day.
Just afraid of when nature calls.
Yeaaa.
Oh yea.
Went for a wedding dinner on Thursday.
It was nice.
Heh.
Si Jia I know you are still jealous of me. I promise I'll give you the free gift. Wahahaha.
Oooo cut my hair on Saturday.
It's short.
And thin.
Whoooo.
I can't believe I'm still up!!!
I was supposed to sleep earlyyyyyyy.
AAAAAHHH.
I can't stop typing.
-in a serious and dramatic tone- This is my final log in my blog before I embark on the wonderful journey of OBS.
HAHAHAHA.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I'm so rubbishy.
Signing off here.
Don't miss me people.
Really.
LOL most people will be off for OBS anyway so who's gonna miss who.
Okay I really have to stop.
Rubbishing away.
SIGNING OFF HERE.
WHOEVER WHO'S READING THIS AND IS NOT AT OBS, DON'T MISS ME. LOL. =D

WHAT THE FUKC.

2004-10-22T20:32:00.000+08:00

22nd Oct 04; Friday-
SINGAPOREANS ARE REALLY FREAKING BLIND AND DEAF.
LIKE, HELLO?!?! CHRISTOPHER!?! ?!
WHAT THE FUKC?!?!?!
JUST BECAUSE HE'S A PRETTY FACE?!?!
DAMN IT.
HE CAN'T SING FOR NUTS.
MAIA IS SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH BETTER THAN HIM.
I DON'T GET WHY SINGAPOREANS JUST CARE MORE ABOUT THE SURFACE.
FUKC.
TOTALLY.
CHRISTOPHER BETTER GET OUT THE NEXT EPISODE.
HE BETTER GET OUT.
I'M SO GONNA VOTE 10 TIMES FOR EVERYONE EXCEPT FOR HIM AND DAPHNE.
BUT I RATHER DAPHNE TO CHRISTOPHER.
AT LEAST SHE CAN SING.
HE CAN'T AND HE DOESN'T DESERVE TO BE IN THE COMPETITION.

Prepared. Not.

2004-10-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

20th Oct 04; Wednesday-
I'm.
So not prepared to go back to school.
Not just because I'm still in the holiday mood.
But also because I'm so damn afraid of facing my results.
And the fact that I might retain.
Scares me big time.
Didn't go to school today because I really had a case of diarrhoea.
Was kinda glad and anxious at the same time too.
Was wondering how I fared for my subjects.
And guess what.
I've got only a pathetic 11 for my Amaths.
Even after I wrote a hell lot.
Even after 3 months of tuition.
I still can't even manage a 20.
My physics and chem?
Totally fukc-ed up.
Totally.
I so seriously hope they will let me be promoted on the criteria of passing English and 2 other subjects.
I can't afford to retain.
I can't.
Ughhhh.
The next time I blog again?
My entry's gonna be full of disappointment.

JERRY ONG IS FINALLY OUT.

2004-10-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

15th Oct 04; Friday-
JERRY ONG IS FINALLY OUT OUT OUT!!!!!!!!!
I'M SO BLOODY HAPPY!!!!!!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
CHRISTOPHER IS GONNA BE NEXT.
I hope.
Hahahaha.
I LOVE TAUFIK!!!!!
He's really damn good.
His voice is so smooth and when he goes into that falsetto voice, he's just simply FABULOUS. Oh and he's pretty good-looking too.
Sylvester's goooooood too. But Taufik somehow appeals to me more because he can handle all the genres so far. Yeaaaaa.
I hope he becomes the Singapore Idol. Heh.
Anyway.
EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!
Whoooo.
The only things I'm worry about is whether my results suck and whether I'm gonna retain.
I heard that failing BOTH English and Emaths will make you retain.
I'm so bloody damn dead if that's really true.
Sigh.
Oh well.
OBS is coming!!!
So excited.
Whoooo.
Gonna go "shopping" for the things I need next week.
Yeaa.
Mr Goh bought me my Jay Fantasy Plus vcd!!!
So happy.
Thank you Mr Goh.
LOL.
Gonna try to stay in a great mood.
At least until my results are back.
I don't wanna retainnnnnnnn.
Bah.
Stop Stop Stop.